Chapter 2

2009-07-19T17:13:00.009+08:00

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2009-07-17T23:11:00.000+08:00

Last Saturday, fellow friends went to send jolene off.. :)

on the way to the airport.

we look like JO's fans, haaaa.

time for some camwhoring? ;)

crazy us! :D

Cosfest VII

the photographer-to-be!

and, ending it with..

the cosfest VII was wonderful, my first time attending such event.
hui and i actually did a very embarrassing thing on that day.
we boarded the same bus for 3 times, much because we're both idiots in directions.
the driver was like staring at us with confusing looks when we boarded the bus the third time, and we were laughing uncontrollably!
it's really difficult to explain in words, but still it's so funny. :D

Wen Hui's 16th.

fellow us gave wenhui a little early birthday surprise after school today, we had a hard time lighting up the candles outside their classroom. so much for the wind. :)
i decided not to join them for movie as i don't go after Harry Potter, ha.
anyway, i can't imagine 2x people catching the movie together.. o_O

at last..
a random photo of jenny & me.

speaking of her, she's such a mean girl lor. always saying that i'm clumsy and stuffs.
and she always count herself unfortunate to have me as her chemistry lab partner, because i'm always so clumsy, messing up the practicals.
in the previous lab session, i spilled drops of unknown solution on her worksheet and today i burnt 2 holes in my own worksheet. how funny.
people around me are in danger every minute of the day. :X

2009-07-15T17:07:00.007+08:00

the boy in the video is really so cute, haaa!
FT showed us this video during today's CME period.
according to her, moral of the story is to not be afraid to confess to the person you like because you will never know whether that person has the same feeling towards you.

[update]

and, there's absolutely nothing wrong with multi-racial relationships nowadays! :)

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aww.. i really need to drag somebody to study with me after school lo!
i know it's not the time to play like nobody's business anymore but i really can't concentrate at home.
food and computer are staring hard at me every second of the day. ._.

2009-07-11T19:16:00.006+08:00

i just locked my dad out of the room, haha dumb ass. :P

2009-07-10T20:32:00.004+08:00

tomorrow gonna be..

exercise> airport> study> home.

i'm starving, but.. :(

2009-07-06T17:32:00.014+08:00

[update]

tomorrow's SS paper and i can't get anything into my mind. roarrr~
someone out there, kill me please.
leeying's a fatty fatty boom boom, loner. :(

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Everything You Ever Wanted

I walk the line, leave it all behind
I've been waiting forever
Let's go back in time when I could read your mind
Still I've been waiting

It took the seasons going by
To know it's not my fault

I tried to be perfect, tried to be honest
Tried to be everything that you ever wanted
I tried to be stronger, tried to be smarter
Tried to be everything but you

It's been so long since you've been home
I used to wait up forever
I used to say a prayer, wishing you were there
I'm still waiting

You told me once you'd show up
But I fell for that before, I fell to pieces
Then I woke up to no one
Just a picture of Jesus and a house left in pieces

It took the seasons going by
To know it's not my fault

I tried to be perfect, tried to be honest
Tried to be everything that you ever wanted
I tried to be stronger, tried to be smarter
Tried to be everything but you

I want you, I need you
I want to believe you
I want you, I need you
I want to believe you

I tried to be perfect, tried to be honest
Tried to be everything but you

I tried to be perfect, tried to be honest
Tried to be everything that you ever wanted
I tried to be stronger, tried to be smarter,
Tried to be everything but you

I tried to be perfect, tried to be honest
Tried to be everything that you ever wanted
I tried to be stronger, tried to be smarter,
Tried to be everything but you

2009-07-04T20:33:00.008+08:00

yesterday's sleepover was awesome.
we talked, played guitar hero, and talked again.
so much things have happened during this 7 months..
jolene'll be returning to shanghai in a few days' time, aww.. :(

jolene's words really made me think alot, i should try to spare a thought for them.
oh, you don't need to know what i'm referring to.
a friend who never fails to be my listening ear and give me advices.
all the best to her & ___. :)

sometimes i wonder why must i get so upset over ridiculous comments people made.
perhaps i'm so affected because i regard them as a friend.
i can either choose to get all depressed over those dumbos' words or jolly well ignore them and continue to lead my own life.
i have a choice, don't i?

i want to thank friends who tried to comfort me in a way or another.
i've realised something, those people who bothered to care about me are mostly guyfriends.
where's my girlfriends when i need them the most, ha.
i don't know why, people read my blog but they never tag. ._.
anyway, i know i'll be fine so don't worry. :)

2009-07-03T16:13:00.017+08:00

TB test result turned out to be positive, oh great.
within an hour, news spread to other classes, how fast.
latent TB's not contagious, but shun me all you want. i don't really care. :)

something happy to talk about?

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JOLENE TAN HUI WEN HAS RETURNED TO SINGAPORE!!

she just arrived yesterday and wanted to surprise me at my house but i wasn't at home. ._.
she surprised me again this morning by waiting for me at the void deck before school starts.
anyway, i'm going to have a stayover at her house tonight! :D

we have manyyyyyyyyyy things to tell each other, man. *jumps in joy*

i can never get tired of watching the trailer, i'm so going to catch this movie in november.
really impressed by how protective edward is towards bella.. *drools*

p/s: stop staring into my eyes, gosh~

2009-07-01T23:21:00.008+08:00

just a little update before i goes to bed.
played basketball for a while after school today.
i wonder how can some guy pissed me off so much, hah!
by the way, i hope i don't get tubercolosis.
results of the test would be out on friday, good luck. :)

when i turned around, i realised i was in the crowd of strangers.
stricken with panic, i searched for familiar faces.
they did not even bother to call out to me, like it doesn't matter whether i'm there or not.
nobody takes note of my existence.
i felt so upset then, and almost teared at that minute.
after that, i got angry at myself for being so weak.
then, i pulled myself up and began walking alone..

2009-06-30T15:36:00.015+08:00

these two days of school are slacking.
took temperature and went for injection this morning.
seriously, whats so scary about the jab? i don't feel any pain.
after recess was chit-chat sessions till noon!
talked about prnohgoapry, food, TB etc. haha!
some boys in our class did a super duper sick thing: a s_x pose. ._. ._.
they're so damn horny~

woah, i have not upload the photos taken in Sentosa.
way too manyyyyyyyyyy, but i shall not care. :)
let anthony wait, ha!

went for JW boy.f's chalet last week. got tipsy and puked after drinking vodka. :X
i think i ate too much before going there, waha!
thank you don and ah da for walking me home. :)

mosquito!

unglam~

my all-time fav. :D

thanks for taking care of me that night, wupo. :)

ahmin, birthday boy, tomato-face ying.

lastly.. STAY LOVING! :)

next...

GOODBYE, Mr Bullies & Ms Naggies. :P

thanks for the earrings, they're gorgeous. :D

took many many photos on that day, mostly taken by anthony. *points up*
anyway, i really love the beautiful card you guys have made me, thanks for the great efforts! :D
i have learnt alot during the past 2 years working there, things which i would never get to learn in school or at home.
and i would never forget the laughters we had shared, always crapping and such.
i would definitely try to visit you guys often! :D

thank you for the memories:
vana, david, lawerence, jiawen, huimin, don, shila, anthony, zhenda, weicheng, siva, jessie, shuting, lanheong, chungbee, irenes, ahmoi, fidah, panpan, meijun, laura, huda, sokhuan, karzhun, junwen etc etc.

2009-06-29T17:27:00.012+08:00

Random Thoughts:

injection tomorrow, horray?
hope amin get well soon, all the best.
i received many many pink themes from dear friends today, call me pink freak! ;D
when can i see jolene, i have so much to share with her..
i know it's 15 more weeks to 'O' Level, stop reminding me!
i got so many many many photos to upload!! ._.
admit it, leeying. you're short and fat and ugly. :( :(
i have no CCA achievements, hahaahaaa!
why can't i sign in to MSN MESSENGER?! roarrrrr~
nice to know that true friends are there for you no matter what. :)
FB's so complicated, zZz..
LMH's mine, mine, mine! :D
the fun's over, time to get serious okay.
jiayou~

good bye, mcdonald's~

p/s: craving for subway's! ._.

2009-06-25T18:13:00.015+08:00

Class BBQ!

will upload the rest after sadhana sends them to me. :)

off to chalet~

2009-06-23T23:45:00.008+08:00

Recently..

went to wc's father's waking today.
i was supposed to meet huimin at 3pm but ended up she had to come to my house and wake me up at 3plus, LOL!
my apologises, superman. D:

had a long rest today.
have not been sleeping well these few days, sleeping late and waking up early.
its like i feel so tired & sleepy but i can't seem to close my eyes and sleep. :(
ended up chatting with weiyang in FACEBOOK till 5.30am before turning in this morning.
we have not talked to each other for centuries!
and it's amazing, i didn't know that FB do have instant chatrooms. :)

not having much appetite lately too.
i don't know why, but it's definitely something good for me, kaka.
i won't feel hungry so frequently, and gobble up every edible stuffs i see at home.
and perhaps my weight would go down, down, down! ;D

i think i'm dead meat, have been going out every single day.
i bet all my friends are having some kind of revisions in a way, be it tuition or some parental assistance.
but i'm slacking and slacking, not touching the school-related stuffs for long. :( :(
i hope that there will be the extension of holiday so that i could have some extra time to do some proper revisions since the mock exam's after the holidays.

must be thinking why can't i do them now?
because i'm catching movie with siva & co. tomorrow, celebrating belated father's day on thursday, occupying friday, saturday & sunday with work. ._.

i'm having a crazy thought.
i saw the advertisement on "Hair For Hope".
it's a children's cancer foundation which invites members of public to shave their heads to show their support for children with cancer.
i really thought of doing that, if it helps to encourage those young patients a little. :)
but nobody would believe that i would really do it, ha.

REPLIES TO TAGS:

JASPERCHIA: but i don't have what converter. ._.

JENNY: it's "your craziness", but ours okay! kept hitting me while singing, so ji dong la! ;D

KAIYUN: maybe i'm immuned by my ugliness hhehehs!

2009-06-22T23:58:00.000+08:00

note: overflowed with photos!

KTV with kaiyun, chieh & jenny. :)

MDS crew gathering at SEOUL GARDEN. :)

some time alone? ;D

time to absorb some knowlege at the museums! :D

sir stamford raffles!

we're marrying, aha!

wait, i call my mama~

young young camwhorers! :D

learning how to take care of a child, kaka.

he's my son, boyboy.

not forgetting to pose while obsessed with my beautiful handphone..

chestnut head + mushroom head = ??

candids?

wow, so you just briefly scrolled down the page did you?
i spent alot of time uploading those photos leh!
anyway,
photos for class BBQ, KBOX and sentosa trip will be up soon! :D

2009-06-20T01:18:00.000+08:00

i can't, i can't, i can't sleep.
and i do not have the mood to do anything.

2009-06-18T21:35:00.019+08:00

super-duper outdated photos: UYHC! :)

when guys have to destroy the beautiful all-girl group photo, aha!

say cheeeese!

said to be catching the moments of the hardworking classmates?

can anyone gets more excited when a camera's spotted?

after many distractions..

i wanted to upload the photos for:

~~UYHC~~
KTV with kaiyun, chieh, jenny
Seoul Garden with mds crews
day out with saeyeoh
class BBQ
malaysia trip
KBOX with carolyn, shuting, huimin
sentosa outing

but the photo-uploading seems to take forever.. so i shall post them next time. :)
tomorrow's KBOX with carolyn, shuting & huimin, yay yay!
by the way, i saw jolene's grandma when i was at the swings with weicheng & zhenda before the biology class starts today.
she told me jolene'll be coming back to singapore, most likely, after next week.
damn, i miss her. i'm sure she misses me more. ;D

I REMEMBER SOMETHING!
july's coming.
one year ago around july, jolene said that she does not want to have any boyfriend till university blah blah.
as usual, i did not believe her as i has heard her saying that for upteen times.
so i betted she would have a new boyfriend within a year's time.
BUT SURPRISELY, SHE DID NOT!
hm, i think i would rather lose the bet than her bringing back a cheena boy.f or what. ;)

1 bedok north secondary student is confirmed to be carrying the H1N1 disease, and her silibing is studying in damai.
thus there's a chance that the school holiday would be extended for one week.
nothing to cheer about, we would still have home-based learning if that happens. ._.

i have gone blog-hopping for the past one hour.
i really feel like laughing out loud when i see people posting how much they can't do w/o the loved one in their life, how noble their eternal love is etc.
i mean, it's really sweet & touching when you, mean it.
but some people can just say those words to different people, without much efforts.
for instance, one calls somebody baby and how much she love him etc, but in the next post, the "baby" might be referring to another person already.
it seems extremely ridiculous to me.

how would you know whether you'll love that particular person, forever.
you can't predict the future.
you don't know if you'll start falling in love with another person in years' time.
so, why say forever?

sorry but leeying is that unromantic~

2009-06-17T23:59:00.000+08:00

wohoo, my computer's repaired, like finally.
had a tiring day, but enjoyable. :)
i got so many photos to post here but shall do that the next time. :)

class BBQ today.
met fellow classmates in the morning and off we went to get BBQ stuffs in parkway.
i realised we tend to form 2 lines while walking, sooo cute! :D

wenkai got smashed with choco.cake in the face, sucha poor belated birthday boy! ;P
later part, we started dropping people into the sea, hahhas!
weixiong & yujing helped me push louis into the water, and i got drenched too. ._.

jogged a little with chieh today, chatting wise, alot!
we can like talk non-stop for 265432 years. :)
i really love her, wahas!

chieh & i changed our dirty clothes by the sea, covered by only 2 huge leaves and a mat.
this is like more exciting than riding on a roller coaster, hahahas.
i was so panicky while changing, like who won't?! ._.

chieh got parents to fetch.
cherlynh got boyfriend to fetch.
then jenny, cherlync & i had to take cab to bedok interchange and take bus home.
how sad. :(
hahhahaaa.

i realise that i may not understand you as much as i thought i was.
you asked me why can't i trust you & your feelings.
but try putting yourself in my shoes.
what would you think if the girl you likes, goes out with her ex-boyfriend, who was also her first love almost daily, alone.
no matter how much you tries to convince youself that they're just normal friends, it won't work.

the problem does not lie in people saying things or those "rumours".
nobody's at fault nor to be blamed.
even if you're really together, i've have absolutely no right to say anything.
because i'm the one who did not treaure what i had.
seriously, i wouldn't have give a damn whoever you're with, if i did not feel anything towards you.
i would rather feel nothing, but i could not.

i'm tired, tired with all these games.
trying to convince myself that friends, both of you are merely close friends.
trying to shut my ears from all the rumours, telling myself that i, TRUST YOU.
sometimes i wish i could just grab your arms and not let go, but there seems to be something stopping me..

REPLIES TO TAGS:

SAEYEOH: GYM on this saturday! :D

VERONICA: hello! :)

SHIHUI: who says human must know how to swim & play badminton, who say? tell me tell me tell me, xun kia! ;P and i think i've finally drawn a fullstop to "that", how about you huh, in july? :)

CHIEH: do you have to be that violent even if your best friend's dead? hmm, actuallly i would do the same thing too, hahaas! :D

SHUTING: hoho, i'm turning 17 soon, okays still long. KTV on this friday, it has been long since we4 meet up together! :P i'll send their songs to you, if you reminds me. :)

NASIR: you freaks, made us waited for so long. next time i shall just go and knock on your door!! ;P

GUEST: i know you're hm. don't worry, i'm really alright and i mean it. i do not blame anyone la. thank you, superman and i love you! :*

2009-06-12T22:45:00.004+08:00

hiya! i'm back to update this bery dead blog of mine. :)
my computer always dies on me at perfect timings like during school holidays, and the period of time when i had chickenpox outbreak. :O
currently, i'm at X-GAMING cafe, yes at this time. :)

so many thing have taken place lately.
hmm, firstly, i'm resigning from mac on 28june ( its my last day ).
yeah, so you won't hear me shouting "apple pie one slot!" "basket fries!" or screaming at renyao anymore. hhhahas.
ms chua wx would be delighted to know that i've resigned. ._.

feels so happy to have many friends asking me out today, i feel my importance, lalala~
shall go gym / out / eat with you people next time. :D

i've gone to sing K with kaiyun, chieh & jenny today.
had a great day, man! ;D
jenny, chieh & i are like some mad girls, singing the oprea style, screaming the lyrics out etc.
laughed so hard that my stomach aches! >o<

after that, went to find jiawen & co. at badminton court.
i did not join in the game as I DO NOT KNOW HOW TO PLAY BADMINTON. ._.
then we went for a drink at 537 and headed home.
and came here! :P

its already the second week of june holidays, dreading the start of term3.
i really hate to return to the same routine when i wakes up early for school, study & do homeworks, worrys about tests and counts down for 'O'. this really sucks.
but TOO BAD, everyone has to go through this stage in life. i just have to do my best huh. :)

recent events:

sister's back from china.
she bought me a shirt & an adorbale mini-hat hairclip. :)
came back with many other local snacks too. :)

gave jolene a call the other day.
totally surprised her, man!
actually, i planned to prank her but she could recognise my voice so easily.
we were literally screaming on the phone, "TEYLEEYING / JOLENETAN, IMY!!!!!"
haaas, its the second time we've hear each other's voice since november.
no changes, the same jolenttan darling i've known. :)
we've got so much things to talk about, from the weather to our schools, its endless. :)

she's coming back to singapore in july.
duration's shortened to 2 weeks cos' her mother wants her to return to shanghai to study asap. :(
never mind, at least she gets to come back.
i miss her, i miss her!! :P

upcoming events:

-sing K with shuting, carolyn & huimin.
-class barbeque.
-suntanning in sentosa.
-biology supplementary class.
-gym gym.

one last thing..

i have decided..

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I'M GONNA STOP ALL THIS NONSENSE! :)

p/s: sorry classmates, i'll upload the photos during UYHC after my computer's repaired. :)

2009-05-25T23:26:00.003+08:00

反正我死了，也没有人会在乎

2009-05-25T19:38:00.014+08:00

English - C5
A-Maths - B4
E-Maths - A2
Biology - B3
Combined Sciences - A1
Humanities - C5
Higher Chinese - F9

yeah, believe it or not.
F9, right in my eyes!
not saying a pass, i have never gotten a grade below B3 for my HCl, in all my life.
and all the e2 HCL girls got F9, extremely ridiculous.
something wrong with the marks, definitely.

uber disappointed with a-maths, i aimed for A1 / A2. :(
well, i just have to convince myself that this paper's tough.
work harder next time, leeying!
and please, don't get your head start spinning round and round whenever mr ho's nearby.
hohohoho~

Byebye to fun & laughter.

HELLO! to stress & books.

2009-05-24T17:04:00.009+08:00

i created a livejournal. know why?
i can't find a blogger layout which i really like. =_=
without border, B&W, clean & simple.
can't seem to find one like this. :(
think i'll still be using blogger till i've finished doing my LJ.

the reading pangs' back!
i've not been stepping into the library regularly since secondary one.
the types whose the boy loves the girl and vice versa, then finally they would live happily ever after.
finishing one novel after another, a feeling of achievement. :D

told tom about my resignation the day before.
as expected, he did not approve it.
in fact, i realise many are having the same thought as me.
maybe i'll ask vana after he's back from leave. :)

世界上，最难的事是
当心被狠狠地刺痛时，还得微笑着说没事。

2009-05-23T20:08:00.003+08:00

这一次，就这最后一次，我不会再那么柔弱了。
对不起，加油。

there's something wrong with my phone's SIM card.
don't bother contacting me. :)

falling in love with a semi-imagination

2009-05-21T15:52:00.005+08:00

life ain't so great these few days.
going through questions, taking back results.
improvement in every subject, except for two which i thought i'm strong in.
the poor result for a-maths is expected, since the paper's tough.
however, the result for hcl's big surprise, definitely an unpleasant one.
i never thought i would score that badly for a-maths / hcl. ha ha ha.

something to be happy about,
one week of extended study, instead of two.
and i played captain ball today, lols.

这种感觉，被遗忘的感觉

2009-05-18T23:06:00.006+08:00

不知道为什么，最近心情好糟
明明年中考刚结束，应该轻松些的
但胸口总感到闷闷的，好难受

这几天，反反复复的想着同样的事情
已经快要受不了了
努力让自己不去想太多，可是却控制不了

有时，我在想
如果有一天我突然从这个世界上消失了，
会什么变化吗？

地球依旧会转动
天空一样会放晴
花朵还是会绽放
没差

人，一定要到了失去的时候，才会珍惜吗？

2009-05-17T15:26:00.000+08:00

hello hello, jolene tan.
testing testing 123.

2009-05-16T21:01:00.004+08:00

day out with fellow classmates. :D
caught X-men origins, can't believe it.
i'm not the type who goes after x-men, admire spiderman or long for superman.
surprisingly, this movie's great!

got a new lover, the wolverine.
he's like so MAN, the type who would kill everyone who bullys you. hahhaha.
will get over him soon. :P

as usual, no photos with them. -_-

guys nowadays are strange, really.

it's either they stare at you as if you got something stuck on your teeth, or they ask you ( a stranger ) for your no. out of nowhere.

met two guys ( act beng type, yucks! ) who were shouting behind me, "Victoria de, Victoria de!"
they were looking at me, but i'm wearing a damai p.e shirt.
i'm a girl, Victoria's a boys' school huh?!

today, went to MFL for lunch.
the guy at the h-mee stall was like kept smiling at me, a little too friendly.
and he asked for my name, like who on earth ask for your customer's name?!
i asked him why, and he said he wanna know me.
for godness sake, I DO NOT WANT TO KNOW YOU.

gym tomorrow~

2009-05-15T22:02:00.010+08:00

its the last paper today.

end of mye, but i do not feel any relaxed at all.
instead, i fear what's ahead - 'O' levels.
i guess, after the workshop next week, it will be checking of papers and completing of syllabus.
then, revisions all the way.

next week's timetable's a killer, man.

monday - workshop from 8am - 5pm.
tuesday - workshop, physics and HCL.
the rest are also 3 periods too, other than p.e, i guess.
friday's humans for the whole day.
crazy or what?!

anyway, visited the gym with saeyeoh & xueyi after their LC.
feel so refreshed after exercising, time to lose some fats! :D
tomorrow'll be running around bedok reservoir with my brother in the morning, and probably catching movie with friends later.

i feel like going to gym, again, on sunday.
anybody wanna go with me? :)

p/s: i got my bangs! :P

2009-05-14T15:55:00.003+08:00

i'm sorry, i flunked my a-maths paper.

有时候，真的觉得好疲倦。
对身旁的人事物，都渐渐地厌倦了。。

2009-05-10T13:54:00.008+08:00

HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY~

lols, this card is made by sister. she send it to me via mail and asked me to show mummy after she comes home from work.
kinda cute, huh. :)

by the way, i bought mummy bird nest masks and gave them to her like, last week?
she already used one yesterday. :D
i know i ain't a sensible daughter, always spending money on unnecessary stuffs.
i'll try to be more sensible. next time bring you to pedicure / spa, kay! :)

back to study. :(
i only studied 3 biology chapters within these few days! ROARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR~

p/s: if its only me who's putting in efforts, then everything's useless..

2009-05-09T16:33:00.012+08:00

when you think you're the most stressed person in this world..

there's always someone who's worse than you! *evil laughs*
i have mid-year, loads of revisions to be done, prelim, and most probably night study in term 3, before the arrival of 'O'.

sounds stressed?

norman kor has mock mid-year, mid-year, mock prelim, prelim, night study, remedials before 'O'!
hahahahaaahs, so much worse than me, and this makes me feel better. ;P

speaking of norman kor, he just "reminded" me that we've known each other for approximately 5 years!
thats fast, i was like in primary 6 when i first met him.
since the year of PSLE till now, when i was going to take my 'O' levels soon.
time really pass in a blink of eye, huh. :)

okay, this post is kinda random, so i shall write randomly. :)

i saw a guy with long legs, arms and body. is that down's syndrome?
my cousin's friend thought i'm my brother's girlfriend. do i look that young, hehs.
studied with shuting yesterday, and we ended up linking gene mutations to other stuffs.
i'm going to ignore my guitar for a moment. :(
feel like gym-ing~
a-maths' a killer & biology's a goner!
guys're weird creatures.
bye bye.

2009-05-07T12:57:00.006+08:00

ProGress

E-Maths P.2 was relatively easy, except that i already got two careless mistakes.
Hopefully, i can get my A. x_x

Science Practicals were... first time i felt that i do not know what i'm doing, i went through the steps, yet i did not obtain the expected results. seriously, this made me panicked like hell. -_-

Chemistry Paper today was quite easy too. most of the questions were easy, but i seems to be unable to write the explanations down in chemistry's terms. and i did not expect myself to complete the paper at only 10 minutes before the paper ends.

Yesterday went to study with cherlyn.h, cherlyn.c, chieh and jenny in bedok interchange's MAC.
it was productive i would say. we crapped and joked around while having our lunch there. and i unintentionally did many actions which made all of them laugh like what. then, it was serious studying all the way till 5 plus in the evening. :)

Wanted to study in the school for SS with cherlyn.c & jenny today. but i don't know why, nothing seems to go into my mind within that 2 hour plus. i decided that its useless to keep reading and reading but do not absorb anything. so, i came home. :D

now, i'm going to calm myself down. flip through the SS tbs slowly ( while eating my fav. cadbury chocolate to give me energy!) and absorb every single thing into my mind. and hopefully, not forgetting them the next morning.

I PRAY HARD THAT THE CHAPTERS I STUDIED FOR WILL COME OUT, NOT THE OTHER WAY ROUND, LIKE HISTORY.E! :X

2009-05-03T21:37:00.002+08:00

一切都得靠自己。
嗯，丽莹加油！：）

2009-05-02T21:07:00.004+08:00

星期一就是华文考试了，所以想试着用华语来写这篇文章。
写什么好呢？

有人告诉我，爱情像空气一样。
你愈想抓住它，愈会扑空。
就像一只小狗，你越想把它抱住，他越想从你的怀中挣脱。

当你看着你爱的人开心地笑着，但那笑容不是属于你的。
听着旁人说着他们有多相配，也只能用微笑带过。
即使心有多痛，也要祝福他们的吧！

放弃一个很爱你的人并不痛苦，爱上一个不爱你的人，那才是痛苦。
不要留念过去，珍惜现在所拥有的一切。
放手吧！

2009-04-30T11:54:00.006+08:00

in love with this song! :D

2009-04-24T21:05:00.039+08:00

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Heavy With Content.

So, i've finally won over my laziness and transferred all the photos into the computer. :D
i got so tired after uploading the numerous pictures, man!
but considering that i may not blog so soon after this post, this shall be a long-winded one. :P

MYE starts next wednesday, beginning with history & EL papers.
and, i failed my recent history test paper terribly.
and, i have not done a single revision.
AND.. I'M SITTING HERE BLOGGING! :O
well done, leeying. T_T

forget it, let's look at the photos! :)

deprived childhood.

at xueyi's house. :)

more photos during shila's birthday celebration.

if you think they're that hardworking..

YOU'RE WRONG! they were actually shopping online. and i was eating my all-time fav. strawberry yoghurt then. YUMMY! :D

by the way, let me introduce somebody who brightens up my life..

CAN YOU LIKE SPOT MY BOY.F WITH RED CAP? HE'S SO ATTRACTIVE AND GIRLS ARE LIKE SURROUNDING HIM!!! HIS SHOP

sister's off to dalian, china. :)

brother keeps teasing me for my rabbit teeth that day, so..

a surprise for jenny on her birthday! :D
we gave her mother & her a shock by shouting HAPPY BIRTHDAY at her house door! :P
and she's kind enough to hug me, after being sabotaged with flour, coconut cream, water, sprite, cake.. -_-

HCL girls discovered a beautiful area in ngee ann!
enjoying the breeze at the staircase, you can also see basketball court very clearly.
sucha a nice place, like in taiwan drama. :)

blue, blue and BLUE! :)

weijie said my handphone's full with photos of people unprepared for the shots, so..

so basically, after school, chieh, jenny & i went to train for shuttle run at the classroom block, while waiting for the NAPFA test to begin.
weijie & wenkai came with us too.
we chit-chatted, looked at photos, and wasted our 2 hours away. ;P

speaking of NAPFA test, it's a total disappointment!
i see the trend by the year.
down, down and further down.

2.4km - 13.23mins
shuttle run - 11.1s
inclined pull up - 43
standing board jump - 178cm
sit & reach - 37cm
sit up - 21

all were okay, though deproved, EXCEPT FOR SIT-UP.
it's the only station i fear the most every single year without fail, since primary school.
laugh all you want, its 21, not 31, not 41.
i don't know why, i just cannot do sit-ups.
i think there's nothing known as muscles at my stomach area. T_T

all were A / B grades, ONLY E graded for S.U.
and grade D if i can push myself further and do 22.
then, i can get at least a silver lah. *hit chest 1000 times*

because min. requirement for:
GOLD is min. C grades for all stations.
SILVER is min. D grades for all stations.

there goes my hope for GOLD this year and final year, BYEBYE!

haiyo, do not wish to talk about it anymore.
feel like banging my head on the wall, man! T_T
yay, i'm going over to chieh's house to study tomorrow.
HOPEFULLY, we do study. :)

enough already, time to clear some weekend homeworks. :)

you know, i feel so uncertain.
uncertain about you, about me.
i'm afraid this would be just a dream.

p/s: i'm not attending HCL class next tuesday, because the teacher's biased against us. :(

2009-04-22T17:19:00.013+08:00

Title-less.

i'm lazy to upload the many many photos, so.. there's no picture ( only one ). :D
2.4km run today, my timing's 13.23mins, graded A, HORRAY!!
and, i got a free 100plus drink from mr cheow, thank you. :)

revision paper are killers, man!
i'm wondering when can i ever finish all of them?!
maybe i can.. if i get back to my study table and starts doing them, NOW.

some tiny stuffs which lighten up my moods?

jinmay told me she saw somebody wearing my artclub tee, with my name on it somemore, HA HA HA!

wilson claims that i should have laxatives because i said that my stomach is of pH 5, HA HA HA!

weijie said i bought an over-sized school uniform ( size 17 ) as the kiddy clothes are out-of-stock, HA HA HA!

wenhui & i invented our own idiomatic expressions in yesterday's HCL class, HA HA HA!

amin's encouragement during the 2.4km helped me to spring a little today, HA HA HA!

jenny thinks that i have no tempo, thats why my standing board jump's inconsisent, HA HA HA!

i feel like K-ing now, HA HA HA!

lastly, happy 17th birthday to..

KIANG JIE XUAN! :)

2009-04-20T16:46:00.025+08:00

Rushing Out Of Time.

i know this picture has nothing to do with the title, but.. HAHA!
this picture's really nice, don't you think so?!

*total silence* -_-

the nuffnang analytic states that there's 4x people visiting my blog daily, but nobody's tagging. :( :(
makes me no motivation to blog la, never mind.

I BLOG FOR FUN, LAUGHTER & MYSELF! :D

right now, i have got millions and one stuffs & photos to blog about, can!
BUT, not now because..

Tuesday: E-Maths Class Test,
Wednesday: A-Maths Class Test, Physic Mock Practical Paper, 2.4km run
Thursday: Biology Mock SPA Skill 3 Paper
Friday: NAPFA Test, English Test

29th April: History.E Paper & E.L Paper 1, which mark the start of M.Y.E! :X

shihui & i were walking back to our classes from the school library, after CL lesson.
She mentioned about something she wanna do something ( its a secret! ) in july, she gonna end all this.
i answered that i, long ago has wanted to end all this. but up till now, i still did not manage to do it.

it goes in mandarin:

“七月，我要画下句点了。”
“我从去年，就已经试着画了，可是好像没成功。”

...

so, we kept 画来画去, and finally i said, "we sound as if we're drawing something lah!"

HAHAHAHAHAHHHSHHSSHHAHAHHHS!

laugh leh, not funny meh?!?! :X

last but not least, guess who did i see at the airport yesterday morning?

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LUO ZHI XIANG, LUO ZHI XIANG, LUO ZHI XIANG!!!

i think / suppose we're fated to be, can!
more details next time, or ask me personally.
but basically, i told almost everyone i saw today! :D

2009-04-18T19:11:00.015+08:00

Endless Love

From the very beginning, the girl's family objected strongly on her dating this guy. Due to family's pressure, the couple quarrel very often. Though the girl loves the guy deeply, but she always ask him: "How deep is your love for me?" As the guy is not good with his words, this often causes the girl to be very upset.

After a couple of years, the guy finally graduated & decided to further his studies in overseas. Before leaving, he proposed to the girl: "I'm not very good with words. But all I know is that I love you. If you allow me, I will take care of you for the rest of my life. As for your family, I'll try my best to talk them round. Will you marry me?"

The girl agreed, & with the guy's determination, the family finally gave in & agreed to let them get married. So before he leave, they got engaged.
The girl went out to the working society, whereas the guy was overseas, continuing his studies. They sent their love through emails & phone calls. Though it's hard, but both never thought of giving up.

One day, while the girl was on her way to work, she was knocked down by a vehicle. When she woke up, she saw her parents beside her bed. Seeing her mum crying, she wanted to comfort her. But she realized that all that could come out of her mouth was just a sigh. She has lost her voice...

The impact on her brain has caused her to lose her voice. Listening to her parents' comfort, but with nothing coming out from her, she broke down. During the stay in hospital, it's just silence cry that accompanied her. Upon reaching home, everything seems to be the same. Except for the phone, which pierced into her heart every time it rings. She does not wish to let the guy know & not wanting to be a burden to him, she wrote a letter to him lying that she does not wish to wait any longer.

With that, she sent the ring back to him. The guy sent millions & millions of messages, and countless of phone calls,.. but the girl did not reply to any, all she could do was to cry... The parents decided to move away, hoping that she could eventually forget everything & start a new life.

With a new environment, the girl learn sign language & began a new life. Telling herself everyday that she must forget the guy. One day, her friend came & told her that he's back. She asked her friend not to let him know what has happened to her. Since then, there wasn't anymore news of him.

A year has passed, the same friend came with an envelope, containing an invitation card for the guy's wedding. The girl's heart was shattered into million pieces. She opened the letter with trembling hands, and saw her name in the card.

Before she could ask her friend what's going on, the guy was standing in front of her. He used sign language, telling her, "I've spent a year's time to learn sign language. Just to let you know that I've not forgotten our promise. Let me have the chance to be your voice. I Love You. With that, he slipped the ring back into her finger.

以为自己会松一口气，但是好像不是这么样
我应该感到开心的，不是吗？
一直觉得自己可以一个人的，但是好像不是这么样
是我，太看得起自己了吗？

不管多坚强，
每一个人总会希望有一个人，可以陪在自己的身边。
听他分享那天所发生的趣事，听他发牢骚，
甚至两人默默地走在一起，谁也不说话，也是十分幸福的事。

哈哈，即使是超人，也有寂寞的时候！

2009-04-17T15:58:00.020+08:00

If you think you're unhappy, look at them:

If you complain about your transport system, how about them?

If you feel like giving up, think of this man..

If you think your salary's low, what about this child..

If you think the society's unfair to you, what about her?

If you think you suffer in life, do you suffer as much as he does?

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( source: kaskus )

humans are never satisfied with their life.
everyone holds a handphone, yet we ask for a better one.
we have our own bedrooms, yet we complain that it's small.
we get to study in schools, yet we never count ourselves fortunate.

we never appreciate what's in our hands.
we never treasure what we have, until they're gone..

last, but not least..

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just some recent photos,

chieh's birthday

study at fish's house.

xiang's house.

shila's birthday celebrations.

My heart's bleeding, the pain's killing me.
i turned around, and realised that, i'm alone.

p/s: i hope you'll meet somebody, better than me..
p/p/s: bro's asking me what's wet dream??

2009-04-15T18:46:00.009+08:00

WHAT, WHAT, WHAT?!

i got 13.30+ minutes for 2.4km last year, and this year's trial run, i got 15minutes?! :((((((

i'll not be blogging these few weeks, goodbye.

2009-04-11T20:50:00.001+08:00

RED is the trend!

as expected, i got myself a pair of red eyes this morning, due to wearing of contact lens the day before. stubborn huh?
no need to buy red contact lens ah! :P
my eyes would only return to normal after a few days of not wearing lens.
i think my eyes are sensitive to wearing of contact lens now lo, how sad. :(

one more thing, i sprained my ankle on wednesday, during 2.4km trial.
its like, i was running & my left foot did not land properly on the ground. T_T
but though, i managed to complete all 3 rounds in 15 minutes.

before you wanna say anything..
i know, it's very bery dery LOUSY.
thats a passing time for boys, you know!
forget it, i shall try harder on the real thing. :)
must give me a pull ah, so i can sprint with the strength you've given me! ;D

and today, during work i can feel that the pain's back.
so odd, because i did not feel a single thing for past few days.
don't tell me my body can only sense the pain after so long?! o_O
i think it's an old injury.. :(

was out the whole day yesterday, approximately from 8am to 9pm.
details, most probably in the next post, with pictures! *grins*

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and now, i'm staring hard at the male reproductive organ, trying to remember the functions of the different parts: testis produces male sex hormones & sperms; scrotum is at lower temperature as sperms can only develop at a temperature lower than body temp; and don't marry a chef..! :D

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2009-04-09T21:04:00.009+08:00

i was changing my blogskin.. and BOOOOM!
the computer shutted down on its own & everything's gone! :(
so, please tag me if you do want me to link you. :)

i packed my bag.
i took the book from underneath my desk.
i talked to my classmate.
i walked out of the classroom to the bus stop.
and i realised that, my hands are empty. -o-

2009-04-08T18:50:00.012+08:00

好讨厌这样的自己，什么事都做不好
只能躲在角落，生自己的闷气
想痛哭，但眼泪却流不出来

2009-04-05T19:48:00.001+08:00

The Strength, to make me wanna work harder.

a day of teasings, wahahs!
before work, was chatting with karzhun regarding something sick.
hint: read 27 march's post. ;)
don't marry a chef, don't marry a chef, don't marry a chef.
FUNNY, man! :D

after work, went to "eat" with fellow friends.
teasing and teasing and, teasing!
it's like, we shoot him, we shoot her, they shoot me.
everyone has something to be teased about, LOLS!
i love to tease people. *evil laugh*

happy meal, M & M, leg hair, babyyyyyyyyy, sweet coffee. :D

2009-04-03T14:47:00.004+08:00

Damai's Sports Day.

after 2 years of skipping sports day.. i finally attended this event at sec 4, in achievers' house! :D
kind of feel like a betrayer, hahs!
some of us were dragged to join the tug-war event as there were not enough participants.
it's real tough with burly opponents, especially.

cheered for the races, the participants are really speedy.
there was one girl who got CHAMPION for every race she participated in, as fast as wind or what?!
envy sia, wahahhhaas! :X

caught the movie, "Confessions Of A Shopaholic" with saeyeoh, shihui, wenhui, jasmine, peiling, weichyi, wilson, valerie, keahoa & peiwei.
the movie was humorous & a little touching, rated 4.5/5. :)

after that, was the boring HCL class, ewwww.
let's not talk about it. :)
and i shall end with

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a photo of JASMINE NEO & LIEW WEN HUI! :P

p/s: i wish i could go to that place with..
p/p/s: i hate emo people + emo blogs!

2009-03-31T20:51:00.004+08:00

so much things, i'm way behind time.
but.. i will not let myself down. :)

SOME ENCOURAGEMENTS, PLEASE?

2009-03-29T19:01:00.004+08:00

SAVE THE EARTHHHHHHHHHHHH!

our group photo. :)

kat. jenny. ying. peier.

TIME FOR CANDIDS?! ;D

the irritating camera-man. :P

camera-shy AH KANG! :X

The Arrival of G-O-H..

and.. at 8.30pm, LIGHT-STICKS in the air! :)

several classmates' light-sticks! ;P

that's Louis with 4 light sticks of different colours. :D

LianNa, the zi-high girl. :D

The moment we've been waiting for.. PIZZAS & STARBUCKS. :P

FIGHT AH...!

Earth Day: 2.30pm - 10pm.

languorous day. :)

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Some Overdued Pictures.

painting the wall white..

with.. very-happy jenny! :D

Outing With Classmates. :)

that's chieh & louis. :)

So-Called Total Defence Day. :D

caught you red-handed, wk!

the attention-seeker, taufiq. :D

2009-03-27T22:17:00.012+08:00

Come On!

biology class has been productive and.. interesting, recently. :)
REPRODUCTION IN MAMMALS, cool or what.
many weird questions were being asked during lesson, mostly by guys.
ya, yujing's damn attentive in class. kind of rare, hahs! :D

let me share some funny moments, some are really sick.
and i keeps empathising this to jenny:

come on, we're biology students. let's be professional! :D

Scene 1

..Sperms cannot survive in high temperature..

T'cher: so an advice to you, girls. do not marry a chef in the future hor! :P

*class broke into laugher*

Scene 2

..How do people make the bull eject more sperms to be collected?..

Somebody: make a fake cow to have sexual intercourse with the bull.

Somebody2: let the bull watch pornography and make it horny!

*class broke into laugher*

Scene 3

..Blood flow to the P___ so that it would be rigid to eject into the V____..

Somebody: why cannot be soft? why must be hard?

T'cher: if its soft, how to go in?

Somebody: push harder la!

*class broke into laugher*

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today's FRIDAY!
its always my favourite day of the week, as there's a 2-day break after that day.
and also, school ends early at 12.30pm! :D

however, today after school, jenny & i stayed back after school to do painting.
graduating students from ART CLUB are doing a mural painting on a wall, outside the hall.
aaron actually drew the whole thing out on the wall already, but due to some reasons,
we had to redo everything.
thats really.. cool? -_-

other classes have CIP, so we had no choice but to do it on our own.
hey, its not as easy as it sounds lor!

WE'RE 2 SUPERWOMEN HUH. :D

anyway, we spent approximately 3 hours to get the paint and then back to school.
all the shops selling paint seemed to be closed, today. :(
jenny & i chatted a lot during the finding of PAINT.
i find that our attitude towards certain stuffs are quite similar. :)

finally, we managed to get what we want, and rushed back to the school.
met a strange guy on the way back to school, though. :P
started the job, till don't-know-what time and headed home.
gonna continue on the painting, next week. :)

sometimes, i really have such a short-term memory that i tend to not remember my schedule.
and, it ends up like this:

Earth-Day, Work, 扫墓

ALL ON TOMORROW?!

p/s: glad to see the no. of unique visitor counter increasing by 2x every day, thanks for visiting. :D

2009-03-25T20:54:00.009+08:00

对不起，让你失望了。

spammer:

whatever bullshit you wanna say, please do not fake as my friends.
it's a total DISGRACE to them okay.
by the way, weixiang's a female, you low-class moron.

anyway, i shall be kind enough to thank you for visiting my blog. :)

2009-03-22T20:13:00.012+08:00

Tomorrow's School?!

rotting. taking panadols. bowling. pool. movies.

and my HOLIDAY ends.

bye, fun. hi, stress.

that secret was meant to be shared by only me and myself.
till the day i've gotten over it, which then i would perhaps blurt it out.
but.. but..
I FEEL LIKE SCREAMING INTO YOUR FACE, YOU IDIOT!
who are you to make me feel this way?

2009-03-17T13:19:00.001+08:00

Walk Away

I can't undo what I have done.
I can not say what I have said.
Can't take it back, it's a little late.. now.
I didn't mean to hurt you, baby, in any way..

All I wanna do is walk away,
'Cause I don't wanna lie to you.
Something in your eye says please, don't go.
But I just wanna walk away,
'Cause if i stay I'm gonna end up hurting you.
And I don't wanna break your heart, baby..

It doesn't matter what I'll say,
It doesn't matter what I'll do.
Can't make it right, even though I want, to

I'm not gonna say that were okay.
I don't wanna lie.
I should have told you long ago, what was going on.
I should have told you my feelings, were not that strong..

All I wanna do is walk away,
'cause i don't wanna lie to you.
Something in your eye says please, don't go.
But I just wanna walk away,
'Cause if I stay I'm gonna end up hurting you.
And I don't wanna break your heart, baby..

I lived a lie, it wasn't fair..
I'll say good-bye because I..
Because I care.

I wish I knew what i'm suppose to do..
I wish I could be there for you.. to ease the pain.

All I wanna do is walk away,
'Cause I don't wanna lie to you.
Something in your eye says please, don't go.
But I just wanna walk away,
'Cause if I stay I'm gonna end up hurting you.
And I don't wanna break your heart, baby..

I don't wanna break your..
Heart...

2009-03-15T10:38:00.006+08:00

YAY-ness!

the ultra-large candy floss which attracted a lot of attention.

got ready after reaching home from work.
but it was raining cats and dogs when we were leaving the house!
no choice, UMBRELLAS! :D
ya, so 3 girls tried to shield themselves from the rain, all the way to bus stop.
drenched from head to toe, lucky, not!

was not feeling well already, the rain made it worse.
i felt like dying then.
did not want to go to IT SHOW already, but no choice its the second last day. :(
so ya, dragged myself there.

something funny, we were on the train to city hall, filled with people.
thus there was no handle for us to hold on to.
i was using my phone and when the train stops, i lost my balance.
being a reflex action, i grabbed onto my cousin's hand.
GUESS WHAT?!
both of us lost balance and i banged into a guy who was standing beside us.
omg, beryyy embarrassing..

headed to suntec city which was crowded with people, could not really move at all! -_-
then went to look around in the IT SHOW.
no matter where you go, its PEOPLE, PEOPLE AND PEOPLE! :X

and finally, i bought a SONY S950 camera. :D
although its not my desired SONY T700 camera..
learn to be satisfied, ying. :)

my mind really cannot think properly now...
so DIFFERENTIATION WS ( my last holiday assignment! ), has to wait! :P

p/s: body's burnin' hot.. :(

2009-03-13T16:56:00.008+08:00

Last Day Of Term 1, Happy or Not?

Chemistry Practical.

Critic Acid + Calcium Hydrogen Carbonate + H20 = Coldness ?

Time For Some Candids... !

Today's the last day of term 1.
looking at it positively, it's a one-week holiday ahead. YIPEE! :D
however.. it means lesser days to the big O' which also means.. more stress! :(
noooo! we should give ourselves a little break from all these, since its the last break ( according to Mr Ho ) we're having in this year till the O' levels. :)

yesterday, jasmine told me that i've slimed down.
and her words made my day! :D
you're a step nearer to your goal, leeying. :)

How crazy i am?

~~- BIOLOGY ws~~
~~- PHYSIC ws~~
~~- S.S mind map~~
~~- S.S essay~~
~~- HIGHER CHINESE essay~~
~~- HIGHER CHINESE situational writing~~
~~- E.MATHS algebra package ws~~
~~- E.MATHS graph ws~~
- A.MATHS differentiation ws
~~- ENGLISH comprehension ws~~
~~- HISTORY SEQ ws~~

for the first time, i found determination within myself, hahs.
If There's A Will, There's A Way. :D

and finally ending with some Total Defence Day's pictures.. :)

HAPPY HOLIDAYS!

2009-03-11T15:55:00.020+08:00

HE'S MINE!

Note: this post'll be mainly about SHOW, so if you are an anti-show person, do not continue reading. :)

I GOT HIS SIGNATURE, COOL?! xD

Autograph Session In East Point Mall.

i wish i'm that girl, awww. :(

Videos Of Him Dancing & Singing. :)

( credits to veronikatan )

i did not go for his autograph session. *hit my chest 1000 times*
however, valerie, peiling and weichyi went there and helped me get his signature. :D
THANKS ALOT, MUACKS! ^_^
they lied that they could not get d' signature lah, how evil huh.
it's a surprise for me! :D
my mind was filled with disappointment to not see the signature when they passed the album to me, haha. :P

i literally jumped from my chair when i realised that they were lying to me.
THEY GOT THE SIGNATURE.
and i think my shocked face must have looked so spastic. T_T
weichyi went to the stage and shook his hand on my behalf.
i wanna chop off her hand, aaahaaaaaa! :O

okay, enough of adoration.
some day ago, we ( my siblings & i ) saw a box at the doorstep.
guess whats inside.. A ~~LITTLE~~ KITTEN!
i suppose it was just born as its damn tiny. o_O

my brother fed it with healthy HL MILK and put it at some place.
i swear that i'll run away from home if he dares to keep it as a pet.
i have never touch a cat / kitten before in my life.. NO! just once.
i fed a starving kitten ( black in colour somemore?! ) milk some years back.
thats the first time, and will be the last time. :)

i know i sound insane, but i'll try to complete my holiday assignments, before march holiday begins!
i always have this mindset: no point worrying ( if you even bothers ) about finishing your assignments during the holiday.
if thats the case, might as well don't have holiday right. :)
ya, so..

~~algebra package ws~~
~~graph package ws~~
differentiation package ws
~~physic ws~~
~~history SBQ ws~~
~~biology ws~~
~~higher chinese essays~~
english comprehension ws
S.S mindmap & SEQ

more to come... JIAYOU! :)

we've been friends for n years.
you are the people who i trust the most, who i would proudly regard as BEST FRIENDS.
this will remain no matter how old i turns, how many new friends i have made.
i'm absolutely sure and have never doubt that either.
so you can jolly well tell me how you jolly well feel.
i admit i jolly well don't like people to comment about me but i'll jolly well accept them.
because you, have a different meaning.
something, which other friends never have and will never have.
this'll never change, not even when i've got a boyfriend, married, bore a child, becomes a granny, and finally lies in a coffin.

FrIeNz 4eVa! :)

2009-03-09T18:12:00.022+08:00

W.H.Y

why am i feeling this way?
i should have put that aside, considering the one who could give me happiness.

BUT I CAN'T HELP IT.

suspected. sights. doubts. rumors. evidence. confirmed.
i don't know what's next.

don just called me and asked me out for dinner.
as usual, i rejected him.
because.. leeying gonna start her revision, right at this minute. :)

by the way..

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO JOLENE TAN HUI WEN! :)

like what i have said, don't feel bothered about those ignorant people.
we have both changed, become more sensible. :)
i shall take at least 1000 photos with you when you returns to singapore alright.

i think its not a problem to me, and you! :P

2009-03-08T18:00:00.004+08:00

Abstract thoughts. Loves reality and abstract. Intelligent and clever. Changing personality. Attractive. Sexy. Temperamental. Quiet, shy and humble. Honest and loyal. Determined to reach goals. Loves freedom. Rebellious when restricted. Loves aggressiveness. Too sensitive and easily hurt. Gets angry really easily but does not show it. Dislike unnecessary things. Loves making friends but rarely shows it. Daring and stubborn. Ambitious. Realizing dreams and hopes. Sharp. Loves entertainment and leisure. Romantic on the inside not outside. Superstitious and ludicrous. Spendthrift. Tries to learn to show emotions.

2009-03-07T19:57:00.004+08:00

The Flag Day's

me, saeyeoh, chieh. ( ignore my messy hair! )

cherlyn.h & me with an extra twist! :D

the CherlynS. :)

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lastly, i'm ending this post with...

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a picture of my blue-ish sit-mate, JENNY TEO! :D

p/s: i feel so bad... :(

2009-03-03T21:33:00.004+08:00

LOVELY BUG.

couldn't quite believe that 3 months has already passed since the 2009 has come.
its already march, how time flies! :O

this week's a loose one, i suppose.
well, definitely, compared to the past few ones, which were filled with assignments and tests, eww.
sometimes i wish that O' would just come sooner, and i would not need to stuff more and more knowledge into this tiny brain of mine as days go by. :(

i stubbornly wore contact lens to school today, and wohoo, my violet pupil has got many blood vessels around it by this afternoon. how cool was that? :X
i think i would have to wear spectacles to school this week, at least, before my dad or any insane friend of mine decided to chop me into halves for being too stubborn. :)

just a sidetrack, reading bug's with me recently. :)
mainly due to the TWILIGHT book given to me for my birthday. i guess.
thank you, i <3 this book. :D
currently at the last chapter of NEW MOON, buying ECLIPSE ASAP. :)

i would be so looking forward to every day's silent reading period, where i would be so engaged in the story.
sort of imagining i'm Bella with a vampire boyfriend, Edward, who loves her so much and thats his only moltivation to resist sucking her blood every second.
she smells good, and would taste good, too. :P
awww, i wanna have a vampire boyfriend!!!
okay stop it, leeying, stop it.

2009-03-01T13:18:00.011+08:00

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since 987654321 weeks ago, my weekdays are occupied with school & weekends, with work.
hardly have any spare time to rest at home. :(
was supposed to go to for a visit to grandma's in malaysia, this weekend.
but considering the chemistry & physics common tests on this upcoming monday.. i decided to stay at home for revision. :D

apology to those who asked me out yesterday. :(
this weekend of mine, belongs specially to sciences. :P
okay, time for studies till late in the night!
JIAYOU, TEY LEE YING. :)

p/s: you'll grow tired of it, and everything'll end, like it never happen before.

2009-02-27T20:53:00.012+08:00

E2'09

what's wrong with my eye?! :(
the right one was damn red in the morning, and by afternoon, it swells.
i could hardly hardly open my eyes fully, lols.
people like lian na, fatin, syfiqah, raudhah, taufiq etc were asking what happened to my eyes.
some thought i have just cried, while others said i got punched in the eye. :P

just had a nap in the evening as my eye is increasingly uncomfortable.
father & mummy are standing beside me, whining.
father says he wanna bring me to the doctor's after he has showered.
sooooo sweet, LOLS.

To ying/ xun ka:

hey ying. i don't know what secrets you're keeping from me. But urm... If you don't wanna tell, then it's fine with me. If so happen that you are facing any problems, you can confide to me all right? i'll be your secret keeper since you are mine :] Aww... i know. Don't have to praise me. i'm goood~ HAHAHA. no lah. Just joking. Don't keep to yourself lah. All right? lousy girl. lol

My Reply

To hui/ bai ka:

what lousy girl sia, i'm NOT LOUSY okay! you're far more lousier, admit it. :D i told you a hint "D" but you could not get it right (noobie). its neither "Depression" nor "Disappointment". :) AND its not what you're thinking lah. ( i know what's on your mind ) by the way, i don't think i'm emo, lallaas. last but not least, i shall keep your secret a secret till the day i lies in the coffin, lols. what a great friend you have. :D

p/s: i look like some kind of alien now with a swollen eye, stupid. :(

2009-02-26T23:17:00.004+08:00

Confident Guys Are Attractive.

p/s: have been dry-coughing, and i'm not even sick?

2009-02-25T22:02:00.006+08:00

Jolene Tan, Jolene Tan, Jolene Tan.

had a great chat with jolene earlier on in msn, through webcam.
been long since i had a great laugh, a true one. :)
we chatted about schools, friends & the memories shared.
this only makes me miss her more and more. :(

she really made me laugh like some siao zhar bo, hehehs.
will be waiting for you at changi airport in july, as i've promised.
looking forward to that day. :)

love you, Tan Hui Wen. <3

p/s: it was a nostalgia, not anymore. let's work towards the future. :)

2009-02-24T20:09:00.005+08:00

Nine Words Women use.

Fine: This is the word women use to end an argument when they are right and you need to shut up.

Five Minutes: If she is getting dressed, this means a half an hour. Five minutes is only five minutes if you have just been given five more minutes to watch the game before helping around the house.

Nothing: This is the calm before the storm. This means something, and you should be on your toes. Arguments that begin with nothing usually end in fine.

Go Ahead: This is a dare, not permission. Don't Do It!

Loud Sigh: This is actually a word, but is a non-verbal statement often misunderstood by men. A loud sigh means she thinks you are an idiot and wonders why she is wasting her time standing here and arguing with you about nothing. (Refer back to # 3 for the meaning of nothing.)

That's Okay: This is one of the most dangerous statements a women can make to a man. That's okay means she wants to think long and hard before deciding how and when you will pay for your mistake.

Thanks: A woman is thanking you, do not question, or faint. Just say you're welcome. (I want to add in a clause here - This is true, unless she says 'Thanks a lot' - that is PURE sarcasm and she is not thanking you at all. DO NOT say 'you're welcome' .. that will bring on a 'whatever').

Whatever: Is a woman's way of saying F-- YOU!

Don't worry about it, I got it: Another dangerous statement, meaning this is something that a woman has told a man to do several times, but is now doing it herself. This will later result in a man asking 'What's wrong?' For the woman's response refer to # 3.

p/s: had 3 tests today, more to come. :) JIAYOU!

2009-02-22T12:00:00.014+08:00

Guitar at Shihui's.

spent e' afternoon in shihui's house yesterday, playing beloved guitar! :D
we were struggling with G chord, down-down-up-down-up-down strumming.
she shared some very personal stuffs with me too. :)
had a nice day with her.

supposed to meet carolyn in white sands' after that, but couldn't make it at the last minute. sorry :(
shall pass her the stuff another day. :)
met up with father & sister for dinner in bedok interchange for dinner. oh shit, i ate after 6!

had an interesting conversation with them on the way home. :)
we were talking about a 19-years-old friend who got pregnant and the father is unknown.

sister: what if the same thing happened to your daughters ( us ), what would you do?
father: i think i would go insane.
ying: i think mummy would not be able to take it, and both of you would hug and cry together! but, what if the guy is very rich and willing to take responsible, and ask me to quit school and marry him? would you agree to it?
father: i would rather you go for studies. unless the guy put all his properties under your name, then i allow..
ying: walao, you used your daughter sia!!!
father: there's no such nice guy anymore, unlike in the past where the guys are so loyal to their wives ( referring to himself? ). nowadays girls do not need to rely on guys, they have capabalities to take good care of themselves.
sister & i: ya, we be 女强人 better! :D

11-years-old cousin & ying. :)

she got loads of cute poses, LOLS. :P

2009-02-20T13:23:00.023+08:00

Happy Valentines' Day!

sister.

me.

Yummmmyyy. :)

thanks for the wonderful V.gifts. :D

Strawberrrrryyyyyyyyy?!?!

some v.gifts received. <3

Day out with sister in the afternoon, had Breeks.
after which met up with fellow friends and had Azabu Sabo. :)

i actually wore a 'kinda of long' skirt that day, couldn't quite believe it.
usually i would just wear shorts or denim skirt , i felt so shu-nv ( girly ) then. :D

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Happy Birthday To ME!

lovely girls. :D

oh gosh.. don't kill me?! :X

Sweet BDN Clique. :P

Though we're not sisters, we act like one. :)

every single one melts me inside. <3

thanks for all 'e efforts! ( stole my ugly photos! )

Wonderful 16's..

with a happy ying. :)

thank you, i love all of you!

sorry if i left out any. :)

basically, had 2 birthday surprises + 3 birthday songs for this year's birthday. :)

HCL ( its not hydrochloric acid! ) girls surprised me in the NASS's toilet, LOLS.
all of them shouted "HAPPY BIRTHDAY!" when i went out of the cubicle, i was damn surprised can?! :X

it was so unexpected, thank you! :D
thanks to gohweichyi, i got an unique SHOW's card which nobody could ever have in this world. :D

BDN clique fooled me! >_<
they said a tiny tau-sah bao is my birthday cake, after which surprised me with a strawberry cake. :D
it was a wonderful day, totally..

while the guys were walking me home at night, i opened one of the gifts and.. DANG DANG! its a webcam!
i was so touched & surprised that i could not say anything. :O
the only thing i could do at the moment was to.. whack weicheng ( who was unfortunate to be walking beside me ) repeatedly to express my gratitude. ;P

"you're so sweeeeeeet, i love you" was the phrase of the day. :)

THANKS, FRIENDS.

2009-02-18T21:27:00.004+08:00

In the meantime..

updates on V.Day & my B.Day will be up soon. :)

p/s: i feel so blessed to be loved by you guys. :)

2009-02-15T21:09:00.010+08:00

yes yes no no yes yes no no yes yes no no..

seems like everybody around me is troubled over BGR stuffs.

uncertain of one's feelings, doubting the other half's love, lying to loved one, giving up on somebody one loves deeply, letting go of a past relationship, dealing with betrayal etc.

Do What Your Heart Says So. :)

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norman kor: still working in mac?

leeying: yeah! mac friends are fun friends! :D

norman: so, you're promoted to supervisor?

leeying: ...