happy pills.

asked to do this survey..
i shall try my best and go to sleep. =D

1) What's the connection between you and the last person that called you?
- my girlfriend. =D

2) Do you ever turn your cell phone off?
- it will automatically turn off when it runs out of battery?

3) What happened at 10.00am today?
- i was praying that the bio class will end earlier..

4) When did you last cry?
- yesterday, while watching a taiwan drama. >_<

5) What is your favorite thing to eat with peanut butter?
- i don't like peanut butter?

6) What do you want in your life right now?
- I want my life to be as simple as i want it to be. =D

7) Do you carry an umbrella when it rains, or just put up your hood?
- oh, i loves to walk in the rain! xD

8) What's your favorite thing to have on your bed?
- my pillow. that's my everynight's love. =D

9) What bottom are you wearing now?
- shorts, it's pink. =D

10) Whats the nicest text in your inbox say?
- i love you?!

11) Do you tend to make a relationship complicated?
- i definitely don't want to.

12) Are you wearing anything you borrowed from someone?
- currently no, waha.

13) What was the last movie you caught?
- oh, BEST OF HONOR, watched with xiang & cass 2 days ago. =P

14) What are you proud of ?
- myself. i have 2 eyes, a living human. =D

15) What does the oldest text message in your inbox say?
- hey, you wanna go genting with renghong & me? o_O

16) What was the last song you sang out loud?
- WAIT FOR YOU. nice song, hehes.

17) Do you have any nicknames? What are they?
- ying, daying.

18) What does your last received text message say? Who was it from?
- 'i reached home ler.' xiang sent it to me. =D

19) What time did you go to bed last night?
- 11pm plus, i was so tired that i dozed off immediately i lies on my bed!

20) Are you currently happy?
- neutral? why must i be unhappy?!

21) Who gives you best advice?
- my girlfriends. i loves them. =D

22) Do you eat whipped cream straight from the can?
- yucks. that sounds gross to me.

23) Who did you talk on phone last night?
- my friend my friend my darling friend. xD

24) Is anything bugging you right now?
- what should i bring for the genting trip? what should be prepared for the chalet? can i wake up in time tommorow for work?!

25) What/Who was the last thing/person to make you laugh?
- huimin, i guess. she always makes me laugh! =P

26) Do you wear toe socks?
- yes, i do. o_O

27) Who was the last person you missed a call from?
- idk. i always missed people's calls. SORRY. xD

28) Have you ever had your heartbroken?
- heartbroken, how does it feel?

29) What annoys you most in a person?
- i can't think of any at the moment..

30) Do you have a crush on anyone?
- i don't have a crush now. maybe?

31) Do you love your life?
- every life is precious. =)

32) What is the colour of your room?
- it was pinkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk. =((

33) Would you kill someone you hate for a billion dollar?
- i will have to go to jail for being a murderer. =(

34) Do you believed in the saying "talk in cheap"?
- idk.

35) Who was the last person to lay in your bed?
- me, i guess.

36) Who was the last person to hug you?
- too long ago.

37) Did anyone see the last person you kissed?
- let me think.. i don't kiss anyone. o_O

38) Do you have a life?
- nonono, i'm lifeless?!

39) Have you ever think someone died, when they really didn't?
- yes, while i'm dreaming. =X

40) What is the reason behind your profile song?
- because i likes the song, can't i?

41) Who was the last person you saw in your dream?
- i forgets my dream after i wakes up. =X

42) Last time you smiled?
- an hour ago?

43) Have you changed this year?
- why should i change?

44) What are you listening to right now?
- nothing.

45) Are you talking to someone when you doing this?
- i'm putting all my heart in doing this survey. =D

46) Do you walk with your eyes open or closed?
- i walks with my eyes closed, anyone believe?

47) Is there a quote you live by?
- if you think you are cool, you are so wrong. =)

49) Have you ever played an instrument?
- GUITAR, LOVESSSSS.

50) What was the worst idea you've had in week?
- i can't recall?

51) What were you doing last night at 11.00pm?
- my eyelids were growing heavy.

52) Are you happy with your love life right now?
- currently looking for a bf?! lols, i loves to be single. =D

53) What song describe your love life?
- none, i suppose.

54) Does the person know that you like him/her?
- i think so. i likes everyone, i think. =X

55) Who always make you laughs?
- a number of them, i can laugh easily. =D

56) Do you speak other language other than English?
- chinese, wo shi hua ren! =)

57) Are you blond?
- huh?

58) What your middle name?
- leeying, i think.

59) What are you doing tomorrow?
- work, pack bag for genting. sleeppppppppp.

60) What do you think you are like?
- insane woman.

61) Who will you choose to die with?
- my darling.

62) Where have you been today?
- school, workplace, home, east coast park. that's all?

63) What game do you play often?
- was a maple addict, not anymore.

64) Who are you missing right now?
- who should i miss?

65) If you've to choose between friend & love, who will you choose?
- friends are the top piority in my heart. =D

66) What are you doing right now?
- typing stupidly.

67) Which primary school are you from?
- yuneng pri sch.

68) Name 3 colours that you like.
- PINK, white, black.

69) What emotion you like to show?
- =) =D

70) What is life to you?
- play, eat, sleep, die.

71) If you have something troubling you, what will you do?
- hit my head and find a solution.

72) Who did you last chat in msn today?
- i didn't go online, wasn't at home

73) which model of phone do you use?
- sony ericsson.W910i, i think so.

74) Which month are you born in?
- feburary

75) How are you feeling right now?
- i don't feel anything. is this question asked?

76) What is the time now?
- 11.55pm, 5 more mins to midnight.

77) Where are you now?
- home sweet home. =)

78.What colour did you use to dye hair?
- velvet brown.

79) Why are you doing this test?
- friends asked me to do.

80) What feeling you hate most?
- accused, misunderstood.

81) At which age you wish to get marry?
- stay single, if i could. o_O

82) Who is more important to you? Boyfriend or friends?
- friends, definitely.

83) Do you think you have enough confident?
- idk.

84) Who is the person you trust the most?
- there are friends out there whom i trust alot. =)

85) Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after a rain?
- how will i know?

86) If you can have a dream come true, what would it be?
- let me think..

87) What is your goal for this year?
- be a nerd.

88) Do you believe in eternity love?
- who cares.

89) What feeling do you love most?
- love to an extent.

90) What are the requirements that you wish from your other half?
- not irritating, LOVES ME.

91) What feeling you hate the most?
- is this question repeated?!

92) Do you cherish every single friendship of yours?
- definitely, no doubts. =D

93) Do you believe in God?
- not sure, sometimes yes. sometimes no.

94) Who cares for you the most?
- family, i guess. maybe not?

95) What do you think is the most important thing in your life?
- stay happy every second of my life.

96) Describe the person who tagged you.
- oh, normal friends. =D

97) What have you regretted doing in your whole life?
- breaking people's hearts. i do say hurtful words at time, sorry i can't help it. =(

98) What would you feel that no one no longer cares for you?
- i shall care for myself?

99) What if your stead two-timed you?
- i shall two-time him too.

100) Do you enjoy this survey ?
- i'm sleepy, all i can say.

11:31 pm

IF YOU THINK 'ACTING COOL' IS YOUR STYLE,

BOY, YOU ARE TOTALLY WRONG.

11:22 pm

today's in a mess!
idk what should i do now.
i'm tired, man!
work, study, work , study, work , study.
what else in my life?

went for m-t-p today.
1 week plus didn't go school ler.
went with sis instead as parents don't wanna go.
mr tan says principal wanna talk to me on the first day of school.
he shall not be bothered with me, and leave me to explain myself.
i don't have mc, somemore.
DON'T CAREEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE
i don't know what's the big deal with not going to school for a week.

let's talk about MYE.
hmm, it's real bad.
my overall percentage dropped like 2%.
it sounds little, but its ALOT okays.
well, at least i'm in the TOP 10 in 3e2.
something to be happy about.

i always get 2x in 1e1, 2e1 you know.
*touched to tears*
and my remarks about me was SOCIABLE, OUTSPOKEN.
mr tan meant "talkative". =_=

tommorow have to go for cip.
and i can't go to work.
i just know about it on friday night can.
well, i know its hard to believe someone got cip on SUNDAY.
but i swear i'm not lying.

if you don't believe, i can put the evidence right infront of your face.
& i feel the pain now.
of not being trusted, and yes, the pain of being backstabbed.
that's reality i guess.

HAAAAAHAHHAAAAAAHAHHAHAHHAAAAAA
let's put those stupid stuffs aside.
i shall look on the bright side. =DD
i think i think i think my parents allow me to go genting with renghong & saeyeoh on 1-4 june.
i will grab my passport and run if they don't. xD

it will definitely be damn fun alright.
never been to genting with friends before.
and it has been like 3 or 4 years since i ever went to genting with family.
roller coaster, haunted house.
WOHOOOOOOOOO!

saeyeoh can't make it to the city square on 11 june.
shall find another time, hahahas.
shopping, my darling.
holidays are meant to have fun okayyyyyyyyyyy.

12:27 am

this morning, mummy said that school called her, asking why i didn't attend school for the past 1 week.
mummy answered that there's no lessons so i don't wanna go school.
i was still sleeping then.
ohhhh! -_-

awaiting punishment...
GUESS WHAT?!
mummy suggested me to play PSP if i were to go for detention.
it will be so great, if that's the case. =X

saturday's no work, horray!
having meet-the-parent session in the morning till noon?
have to face my result slip.
my _____ results! T_T
after that, i will be going orchard with jie.
she's dying her hair, cool!
long time since i went to orchard,
shall enjoy myself on saturday. ^_^

oh ya, i shall THANK ANTHONY & WEICHENG for helping me in my psp.
thanks so much.
specially coming down to store to help me transfer games. =P
but right now, idk how to transfer songs into the PSP. -_-
someone, tutor me. =)

off to work, bye! =D

1:20 pm

LET'S GO FUR-FREE.

Pledge to go fur-free at PETA.org.

1:51 pm

on that day, leeying & jolene decided to end the HCL lesson early.. =)

we will be having chalet for the crew outing.
aunties will be going for sakura.
its on 19 june, if i'm not wrong?
looking forward to it. xD

byebye.

THANK YOU, SEE YOU AGAIN. ENJOY YOUR MEAL. =D

6:45 pm

hmm, came across with this on the internet.
i got my answer here. =)

Why Saying "Can I have your number?" To Women SELDOM Gets A Male Phone Numbers

Reason #1: It causes the woman's 'hard to get' shield to spring up.

Yes it exists... all women have alarms in them where if they hear a
'stale' or cliche phrase, their internal defense uncontollably
increases.

Sadly, "Can I have your number" is ONE SUCH PHRASE (It's just as
alarming as if someone asks you this phrase - "Can you lend me some
money?").

So, when women hear that, they usually either say she doesn't give
out her number... or she'll get YOUR number instead and never calls.

Reason #2: It's easy for women to turn down or give a "No" reply.

Look at the way it's phrased - "Can I...?"

It makes the person asking it come from a position of "pleading".
NOT a position of power.

It's no secret that women are drawn to men who can project power,
so think about it... how much power does a man exhibit if he seems
to be seeking the woman to 'grant' her number to him.

Reason #3: The last few guys who TRIED to get her number probably
used it.

There's no point in coming across as "common". If a woman is of
quality, she'll have many guys attempting to get her number.

It happens to the extent she form patterns of what makes a guy
"common" and what makes a guy "interesting".

And when the common guy asks her for her number, she'll think,
"There it is again... another dude using that old stupid line."

Needless to say, she DOESN'T give away her number to the common
bunch. (Why should she? Anything that is common gets neglected
EASILY.)

6:38 pm

i got so much things to post, yet i have nothing to write.
i don't know where to start? >_<

hmm, today's work is okay, except for the change-over part.
guess what, i was real pissed off.
i said BREAKFAST HOUR'S OVER, WE ARE SERVING LUNCH NOW.
and the lady asked me "how about hotcakes, still have?"
!@#$$%$#^&%^#

and sorry shuting, i wasn't angry at you.
i was just damn pissed off by customers.
don't misunderstand yeahs. =D

rona don't want to let me go home in time. -_-
okay, i can understand.
cos' i was late for 1hour30mins.
supposed to work at 7.30am yet woke up at 8.30am.
what a pig!

i don't know why, i just feel so tired this few days.
hmm, getting ~~OLD~~. =X
its not like i sleep very late you know.
I SLEPT AT 9PM & I CAN'T WAKE UP AT 8AM.
i'm currently looking for an alarm clock which is capable of waking leeying up.
that clock must be extraordinary. xD

anthony told me his friend wanna have my hp no.
hmm, this keeps me wondering.
what's the point of getting a girl's no. when she does not even know you at all.
she can choose not to reply you, answer your call,
even though how much you tries to contact her.
does this help in anything?! o_O

anyway, i did not allow anthony to give him my no., duh
haiya, actually i don't mind being friends?
the more friends, the merrier! wahahahs =D

after work, went to huimin's house to bake muffins.
it wasn't real successful.
as we used double amount of everything indicated in the recipe.
hmm?

i bought the hair dye.
its velvet browns.
but i'm lazy to dye my hair, LOL. >_<

okay, i shall stop here.

THANK YOU, SEE YOU AGAIN. =)

8:50 pm

i have let myself down. =(

gotten back some of the papers.

EL P2 - 25/50
HCL - 67/100
AMATHS - 53/100
PHYSICS - 38.5/60
CHEM - 47.5/60
HIST - 22/50

its so damn disappointing, especially a-maths & history.
i feel that i have let mr ho down, totally.
i'm so sorry, mr ho. =(

how many time have i prayed before MYE, hoping that i won't make any careless mistakes..
but see, how many stupid careless mistakes have i stupidly made?!
i made careless mistake in the very first question of amaths paper, and this costs me 5 marks!

and yes, you are right.
this is only the 1ST QUESTION.
~~5 marks gone.~~

after looking through the 1st half of the paper, i did not want to continue.
i already lost nearly 10 marks due to my carelessness.
if only, if only, i wrote faster, think faster.
perhaps perhaps i will have time to check my answers and spot the mistakes.

53, looking at this mark makes me wanna go jump down the building.
17 storeys should be high enough to make one die.
can i like redo the paper?! @&!#$*#

and history, oh my!
to think that i will fail this paper, i wrote alot!
no doubts to my crapping skills. =X

LET'S PUT THEM ASIDE.
i'm just trying to escape from reality, trust me. ^_^
let's think of something fun so that i won't be so depressed.

hmm, during the june holidays:

+ work like some lunatics
+ bugis with huimin
+ jurong with jolene
+ shopping with chieh
+ 3e2 class chalet
+ malaysia with saeyeoh
+ crew outing (JB?)
etc etc. =D

thinking of these events brighten up my days. =)
hmm, i should be more optimistic alright! xD
SHOOOOOOOOOOOO, STUDIES.

i shall enjoy my life to the fullest during this holiday
in preparation for the sufferings we will be facing in term 3.
STUDY HOUR STUDY HOUR STUDY HOUR.
it's a real nightmare.. T_T

9:34 pm

sufferings' officially over!
& wohoos, today's the last paper.
shall enjoy life till end of june.
say YAY. =P

went straight to work after the paper ends.
punched in at 10am
~~late~~ nearly late for work. xD

wow, i got a second gapbuster, cool.
its 100% again.
lucky, i didn't fail, wahah! =D

oh, i'm so tired that i don't know what the hell i'm writing.
i just wanna get onto my bed and fall into a deep sleep.
good night. =)

1:55 am

BE A MAN! ^_^
don't hide in the corner & be an anonymous.
if you dares to say, dare to name yourself okays. xD

hmm, i gonna flunk my biology paper, seriously.
arghh, the answer is LACTEAL.
okay, ignore me. =)

i'm becoming a workaholic, man!
i feel like working anytime, i'm free.
mainly is for the pay, duh.

i have got so much things to buy on my mind.
myphosis slippers, wallet, shorts, shirts, everything.
aww! =(

tommorow's e-maths paper.
wish me lucks. xD
byeeeeeeeeee

7:10 pm

here i'm, to post again. xD

hmm, today just went past like that.
but i'm so proud, because i didn't take nap today.
great improvement, leeying.
but i didn't really study either. -_-

well, i did browsed through chapter 1 notes of biology.
and there's chapter 2,3,4,5,6,7,9 to go?!
hm, shall try to finish ~~half~~ one-third of them by tonight.
as i do not have much time to do revision tommorow.
going out with huimin after work to buy mother's day cake.

nono, i will just buy the cake, that's all.
and i will head home straight to revise revise and revise OKAYS.
nothing else in my head.
no looking around, i promise. =)

anthony & weicheng kept laughing that i DID NOT know how to switch on PSP.
i mean, you learn new things everyday huh. >_<
whatever, i know now alright.
the switch is at the right side. -_-
I KNOW! ^_^

i'm lazy to post anymore, byes. =D

8:27 pm

oh, finally!
i finally finished tagging everyone in my blog. *exhausted*
sorry if i missed out anybody. =X
and i finally got to see amy's blog.
FINALLYS. =D

anyway, leeying being a hardworking girl, went to work this morning. -_-
well, there wasn't much customers, compared to weekends, obviously.
because everyone out there were working or schooling. =)
so just clean this clean that and stuffs.

there are quite a number of bedok town sec students who came to have breakfast.
because they are dismissed early due to the exams.
so still have more customers than the usual weekdays. =P

and i really think i'm so mannnn can.
today, there was a group of BTSS guys, around 7 or 8 of them.
they came to my counter and ordered food.
and i was assembling the food
then i heard my name being called repeatedly.

i turned and saw the guys smiling.
i was like, "YAH, i don't know them!" -_-
so i just smiled and continued my work.
and i heard them saying "she got smiled lah"

later on, ah moi told me those guys asked whether "LEEYING" is my real name not.
because i didn't answer when they called my name.
well, i didn't hear you, i'm deaf. -_-

after that they shifted their seats to the one nearest to the counter. o_O
yah, who cares.
they just kept calling my name.
i know "LEEYING" is nice to call, but you can stop that. =)
and they told me to go to their table.
i just replied "i don't know you"
OH I'M SO MANLY. xD

and after that one of the guys said that "??? wanna make friends with you"
i said, "i don't want." and walked away.
wahahs, i'm so proud of you, leeying.
you are certainly, man. =P

alright, who cares about the man or not man. =X
thank you, unknown BTSS guys, for making my boring day interesting?! =D
and vana too, he kept crapping.

he spilled the iced milo while talking to irene.
and he blamed the cup for having a big hole.
hmm, if not how to pour in the water.
maybe you guys can't get it. >_<

well and he keeps 'commenting' about huimin's new hairstyle.
and she gets so agitated.
what should i say?
well, they are cute. =)

hardworking leeying shall work in the morning at 7.30am,
oh my god.
thinking of it makes me totally sian can.
but never mind, i shall perserve,

and come on, stop sleeping like so shitty.
i went home after work today at 3pm plus.
and i began sleeping from 4pm till.. 11pm plus.
oh i'm so good at sleeping.
thats my only strength! xD

and just two hours after i have woken up,
i feel like i have not sleep for days.
so sleepy, and my eyelids are getting heavier each minute, each second.
hmm, i really WANTED to study for biology.
but sleeping was replaced.

so i must really mug for the remaining two days.
i can't fail my biology paper.
and tuesday's e-maths paper.
my only hope for passing my e-maths paper.
since my sixth sense tells me i will do badly for e-maths paper 2.
i can't let mr ho down alright.

i'm feeling stressed right now.
my mind keeps telling me to revise revise and revise.
but my hands just can't open the textbook & my eyes can't read the notes.
i can't seem to control my body.
perhaps, i'm just not the type who is able to study like some idiots.

and after work, i won't have the mood to sudy, seriously.
all i will think of is to get onto my bed and go zZzz-ing. =X
i was wondering, can i just stop sleeping, whatever.
alright, i shall stop the topic of sleep. =_=

ermm, i won't want to see my result slip ~~with all the subjects underlined~~.
so i will do my best kays. =)
jiayous, though my parents don't really care about my studies.
but i do care, seriously.
good lucks to leeying. =D

wahahs, baba bought a silver PSP slim.
it looks cool but rose pink would have been better.
gonna share it with didi yeah. =)
i'm craving for CRAZY TAXI.

shall ask don for help in putting the games into the PSP.
i'm an idiot in this kind of things can.
crazy taxi crazy taxi crazy taxi. =P

alright, i shall stop here.
gonna workkkkkk in a few hours later, 6 hours to be exact.
and i shall fill this 6 hours witth sleep.
byes, guys. sweet dreams. =)

12:32 am

don's chalet

baba's acting cute?!

my face is rounder than mummy's!

when one has nothing to do.

foreground, background.

oh yay, finally posted again! =D
i'm always lazy to post. >_< style="font-weight: bold;"> BIOLOGY & E-MATHS
GOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO! =D

i'm looking forward to the up-coming june holiday
as there are alot of activities going on. =D
there will be a crew outing in june.
should be going to JB? =P

anyway, went for dinner in a restaurant this evening with family,
for early celebration of mummy's day.
as today's mummy's only off-day in this week.
so no choice, celebrate early. =)

gotten a red carnation for mummy.
this is the first time i bought flowers for people?!
mummy should be touched alright. =P

we saw felicia chin & julian hee in the restaurant too.
felicia chin is so pretty and julian hee is so mannnnnnnnn!
i think it's felicia chin's birthday today.
happy birthday! =D

after, we headed to kallang leisure park.
shopped around for a while.
there is a shop selling all the KOREAN stuffs.
it's damn cool, hahahahahas! =)

horrayyyyyy, there's no school tommorrow.
as the rest are having chinese paper.
so we can slack at home and rot.

nono, slacking is absolutely not linked to me.
i gonna work tommorow morning.
~~leeying is a hardworking girl.~~
jolene's coming down to find me. =)

alright, i shall stop here.
shall update blog as soon as possible. =D

10:00 pm

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