happy pills.

I'VE DECIDED!

no use finding a new job now.
i think i'll continue working till next year's february or march. :)

recently, i've been watching [ MISS NO GOOD ] and discover a hunk! *winks*

he's called Dean Fujioka Tatsuo, born in japan & completed his studies in USA.
able to speak chinese but not very fluently. :P

nevertheless, my heart still belongs to LUOZHIXIANG! :D
looking forward to his next album in december. :D

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Fall For You by Secondhand Serenade

The best thing about tonight's that we're not fighting
Could it be that we have been this way before?
I know you don't think that I am trying
I know you're wearing thin down to the core

But hold your breath
Because tonight will be the night
That I will fall for you over again
Don't make me change my mind

Or I won't live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
You're impossible to find

This is not what I intended
I always swore to you I'd never fall apart
You always thought that I was stronger
I may have failed, but I have loved you from the start

Ohh, but hold your breath
Because tonight will be the night
That I will fall for you over again
Don't make me change my mind

Or I won't live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
It's impossible

So breathe in so deep
Breathe me in, I'm yours to keep
And hold on to your words 'cause talk is cheap
And remember me tonight when you're asleep

Because tonight will be the night
That I will fall for you over again
Don't make me change my mind

Or I won't live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find

Tonight will be the night
That I will fall for you over again
Don't make me change my mind

Or I won't live to see another day
I swear it's true
Because a girl like you is impossible to find
You're impossible to find

9:08 pm

ANY JOB TO INTRO? :D

preferably not F&B!

time to lose some weight! had a hard time riding me on bike. :(

10:33 pm

been thinking of too much stuffs recently.

it's time to STOPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPPP!

爱一个人不一定要拥有，但拥有一个人就一定要好好的爱她

男人哭了，是因为他真的爱了

女人哭了，是因为她真的放弃了

脑袋一片空白...

8:37 pm

ART CAMP '08

you're my sunshine, my only sunshine.

SUPERS!

i pulllllllllllll

our pretty MC. =D

BBQ / EXPRESSION NIGHT

WATER GAMES!

water dripping everywhere.

suntan?

TODAY!

chatted with jolene

chieh's back in s'pore

ate hotcakes w/s

battled with cornetto mcflurry

had a great laugh

working freaking early at 7am tomorrow

tanshuting:
do not feel bad lah. i was down on luckkkk! luckily got shila & you to help clean the stains on my shirt, nearly tearing my shirt into halves though. i'll remember not to stand beside you when you're spinning next time. and and and, no wall's ice-cream for you to repent, hahahahas!

6:53 pm

-KaR zHuN-(BIG HEAD)- says:
i oso dun noe how to cheer u up...
-KaR zHuN-(BIG HEAD)- says:
but i noe u r strong...
-KaR zHuN-(BIG HEAD)- says:
and oso cheerful girl...
-KaR zHuN-(BIG HEAD)- says:
haha.. =)
LEEYING superwoman, says:
anyway, thanks alot.

all i wanna say is thank you, friends.
yeah, i'm SUNSHINE GIRL, CHEERFUL GIRL, CRAPPY GIRL, STRONG GIRL, whatever you can think of.
i'm really alright, thank you. =）

specially dedicated to donkey,

thanks for cheering me up these few days, friend.
keep telling me not to be sad anymore..
you're such a nice guy, faster find a girlfriend la. =D
MILLIONS OF THANK-YOUS to accompany me to go play swing and chat after your work when you did not even sleep the night before.
friends, forever, okay. =)
hey, don't tell anyone what happened in the crew room last night LOLS!

off to camp..

yet another emotional post.

stay strong & learn to let go;

there'll be no more jolene to greet "GOOD MORNING, TEYLEEYING" every morning.

there'll be no more jolene to "TEYLEEYING, did i tell you that.... ..." every day.

there'll be no more jolene to crap with me while waiting for bus 59 every HMT day.

there'll be no more jolene's TEYLEEYING TEYLEEYING TEYLEEYING callings anymore.

there'll be no more jolene to sing "dear god, the only one i'm... ..." anymore

there'll be no more jolene to hug me and say, "its ok, your darling is here for you" anymore.

there'll be no more jolene to warn me to have awareness of danger cos' i'm so insensitive.

there'll be no more jolene to help me fold my umbrella cos' i'm such an idiot.

there'll be no more jolene to help me carry my bag when i'm sick.

there'll be no more jolene to send sweet little messages when i'm feeling down.

there'll be no more jolene to wait for me when i oversleep.

there'll be no more jolene to supply me with lots of tissue paper when i cry.

no more no more, until 2 or 3 years later.
and i hope we'll still keep in touch, loves.

11:15 pm