happy pills.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO DADDY!

oh well, daddy sounds odd, baba'll be fine. -_-
i messaged him 老豆，生日快乐。二小姐 ( old man, happy birthday. second mistress )
in case you wonder why i call myself second mistress, thats what my father call me. =)
and know what? he replied "tank to you" hahhas, so cute but very bad english tsk tsk tsk.

we wanted to get him a gift, but he insisted that he don't want any.
stubborn father!
so yeah, brought a cake though i could not celebrate with them due to work. =(
anyway, STAY HEALTHY & HAPPY ALWAYS, BABA! =D

I Love You
我爱你
Saya Cinta Pada Mu

11:48 pm

pei-er and i were chatting on the phone few minutes ago.
she was advising me what to do & what not to do with my C.P. while i was grumbling why didn't the damn marks go away. thanks, dearest.
lala, byes!

7:37 pm

A Moment Of Your Own.

wait, what was i going to type?
mind just went blank.

i always thought that it's so saddening to be alone, by yourself.
however, i realise that being alone at times, is not as bad as most think.
anyway, we cannot always have somebody to be by our side forever we just have to depend on ourselves someday.

once, a friend told me there's always a time when one wants to be alone.
i thought he sound pathetic and did not agree with him then, but now i do.
fake laughs, fake words, fake people no more.

one word, everything changes.

2:52 pm

i love you, mummy.

leggy legs

Continued Survey.

17. Pass this quiz to 10 people.

1. chieh
2. don
3. cherlyn
4. shuting
5. jenny
6. shihui
7. weicheng
8. veronica
9. wenkai
10. karzhun

18. Who is number 6 having a relationship with?
she's single now. =)

19. Is number 9 male or female?
a boy!

20. If number 7 and 10 are together, will it be a good thing?
don't think so, ren yao + a man?!

21. What is number 2 studying about?
sec 4, studying about O levels.

22. What kind of band does number 8 like?
hahas, not very sure.

23. Does number 1 have any siblings?
yes, one brother & two sisters.

24. Will you woo no. 3?
she's attached, wohoos.

25. How about number 7?
REN YAO!

26. Is number 4 single?
i think so. TAN SHU TING!

27. What is the surname of number 5?
TEO TEO TEO JENNY TEO.

28. What's the hobby of number 10?
kick soccer? wear cap?

29. Does number 5 and 9 get along well?
yeah, tan wen kai & jenny teo. THEY ARE VERY "GOOD FRIENDS".

30. Where is number 2 studying at?
maris stella high school!

31. Talk something casually about number one
she's a very friendly & out-going girl. but sorry, she has someone in mind. xD

32. Where does number 9 live at?
eunos?

33. What colour does number 4 like?
blue, guess so.

34. Are number 5 and number 1 best friends?
yes, they are. =D

35. Does number 1 have any pets?
no. =)

36.Is number 7 the sexiest person in the world?
sexiest REN YAO i ever seen!! xD

37. What is number 6 doing now?
she must be dancing around and missing somebody called TEY LEE YING! =)

11:57 pm

Jelly-Like Life.

weicheng, huimin & i went to visit alvin on wednesday.
he was badly injured in an accident last week and is currently in ICU.
heard that he was speeding at 130km/hr while turning.
the girl on his bike was also disfigured due to this serious accident.

anyway, we spent like centuries to find alvin's ward.
what's funny is that WE WENT TO THE WRONG WARD and mistook an old man for alvin!
damn embarrassing, but we found our right way in the end. =D
we took turns to talk to him as only two visitors are allowed at one time.
gonna visit him again when i got the time.
let's pray that he'll recover soon. =)

we really should not put our life at risk, no matter minor or major.
by doing that, we'll not only injure ourselves, but also hurt people around us.
life is so fragile, so lets treasure it.

oh ya, i got back to work yesterday.
i have not work for around 2 months, i guess.
everything seems to be the same, nothing much different. =)
same enviroment, same colleagues, same items.

friday - monday will be work every single day. =(
tuesday onwards is extended study programme till 7 nov. =((
no life! no life! no life! =(((

never mind it's alright, peers gonna sing KTV on tuesday! ( after my school, of course! )
& we are planning to go and visit alvin again. =)
perhaps he's already transferred to the normal ward by then, hopefully. ^_^

you were never serious, and i once thought i would never believe you..

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SURVEY

1.The person who tagged/pass you is?
anthony.

2. Your relationship with him/her?
friends. =)

3. Your five impressions of him/her ?
- friendly
- muscle man ( hahs! )
- sociable
- always help me in my PSP xD
- loves to eat eggs.

4. The most memorable thing he/she has done to you?
teaching me how to operate my PSP, hahas.

5. The most memorable thing he/she has said to you?
you sell 5 HELPING HANDS in a day, i treat you a drink. LOLS.

6. If he/she becomes your lover, will you?
quite impossible.. FRIENDS! =P

7. If he/she became your lover he/she has to improve on?
i said, not possible?

8. If he/she became your enemy, you will?
i don't think we will become enemies.

9. If he/she become your enemy, the reason will be?
hmm...

10. The most desired thing you want to do for him/her is?
buy him alot of eggs for him to eat, hahahahas.

11. Your overall impression of him/her is?
a sociable & friendly guy.

12. How do you think the people around you will think about you?
some people love me, some people dislike me, thats how it goes about. =)

13. The characters you love of yourself are?
cheerful? positive? friendly?

14. On the contrary, the characters you hate of yourself are?
be a man!

15. The most ideal person you want to be is?
well-like girl. =)

16. For people who care and like you, say something to them.
thanks alot, people. I LOVE YOU.

9:59 am

yay, i have resolved!
i shall enjoy my life before the extended study begins. =D
i wanna go bowling, i wanna go pool, i wanna go cycling, i wanna go K, i wanna go swimming, i wanna go watch BB match, i wanna play and play and play. =D

and when the horrible extended study starts, we'll have to work hard, for sure.
teachers won't let us off that easily either. =P
so now, work hard not only for them, but for myself too. *winks*

anyways, i really need to resume work asap.
really broke recently, ahas.
needs a little income, don't want to always bug baba for pocket money. =(
& i'm craving for a pink camera, oh my god oh my god oh my god.

wait wait, i'm out of topic. ._.
where was i? oh yeah, my plans for the upcoming holidays.
after the stupid extended study, i shall.. work & work & work and earn lots & lots & lots of money. ( be as rich as paris hilton! impossible working in mac? yeah, quite true. -_- )
at the same time, i shall excuse myself from studies. ^o^
not so much pressure okays! =P

YAY YAY YAY!!

5:30 pm

A Day Spent In K.

VIDEO DELETED!

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A Message For All.

CONGRATULATIONS to those people who improved / did well for their EOYE, and..
too bad for those who did badly. okay, no la. just.. try harder next time?
anyway, don't blame anyone except for yourself.
i believe if you really put in efforts to study for the EOYE, your results should leave you satisfied, even if they're not that fabulous.
i know it's hard not to mind the marks, but at least you tried your best.
that should be the most important thing. :)

8:09 am

LIFE HAVE BEEN SO COLOURLESS?

spent weeks rotting at home, when i'm finally able to attend school, i discover it's all FREE FREE FREE periods.
all we do is to place our buttocks on the chairs and crap for the whole day.
higher mother tongue class is all watching of videos and i spent my time napping.
all of a sudden, i realise my life's so empty w/o remedials, work or whatever extra stuffs.
i seemed to be so busy just weeks ago, but now?

i think i got 6th for class position. ( got 7th in MY )
i HAS HOPED i can squeeze into top 5, too bad. =)
actually, i don't think i got that position w/o much work done, despite many said that i used MC & did not sit for the exam.
I DID PUT IN EFFORTS, especially for my tests in term 3, and i scored fairly well for all my T3 tests ( other than combined humans.. )
that is why my overall grades were not that bad and i can still maintain in TOP 10.

SO SHUT YOUR BLOODY MOUTH & DON'T SAY I DID NOTHING YET GOT 'GOOD' GRADES. =D

8:26 pm

to-buy-list. ( update )

- PINK thumbdrive
- metalic BLACK guitar
- baby PINK camera
- samsung YP-U3 PINK mp3 player

- PLAIN sneakers
- money for future GUITAR class

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SCHOOL'S ON TUESDAY!

out of so many days, why must it be today?!
WHY MUST WE MEET TODAYYYYYYYYYYYYYY?!?!?! =(

i'm really looking forward to returning to school, i've been idling at home for 2 weeks & 5 days!
but i wanna jump off the building, byebye!!!
see you guys in my next life!! =(

10:26 pm

SURVEY, tagged by donkey.

01 . What have you been doing recently ?
ermm, i have been rotting at home for the past few weeks! =(

02 . Do you ever turn your cell phone off ?
when i don't feel like being disturbed by calls and smses. =)

03 . What happened at 10.00am today ?
ohh, i was in lala land happily! =D

04 . When did you last cry ?
too long ago, nothing sad to cry about, hahahas. =X

05 . Believe in fate / destiny ?
perhaps?

06 . What do you want in your life right now ?
i just want to enjoy my life. =)

07 . Do you carry an umbrella when it rains , or just put up your hood ?
i'll just walk / run in the rain, niceeeeeee. =D

08 . What's your favourite thing to have on your bed ?
me, myself & my bearbear. =P

09 . What bottom are you wearing now ?
a pink mini shorts. =D

10 . What's the nicest text in your inbox say ?
many many "get well soon, i miss you." =D

11 . Do you tend to make a relationship complicated ?
is there a need? i suppose not..

12 . Are you wearing anything you borrowed from someone ?
oh, no. hahs.

13 . What was the last movie you caught ?
hmm, ah long pte ltd? too long ago. =X

14 . What are you proud of ?
i'm proud of myself, my family and friends! =D

15 . What does the oldest text message in your inbox say?
are you going to school today?

16 . What was the last song you sang out loud ?
forgot.

17 . Do you have any nicknames ?
daying, ying, yingzi. aiya, anything related to ying. -_-

18 . What does your last received text message say ?
goodnight. =)

19 . What time did you go to bed last night ?
2am

20 . Are you currently happy ?
neutral, i guess.

21 . Who gives you best advice ?
some of my good friends. =D

22 . Do you eat whipped cream straight from the can ?
no, i hate whipped cream. -_-

23 . Who did you talk on phone last night ?
minmin~

24 . Is anything bugging you right now ?
my chicken pox!

25 . What / who was the last thing / person to make you laugh ?
i don't remember.

26 . Do you wear toe socks ?
yyes, comfortable hahahas.

27 . Who was the last person you missed a call from ?
minmin~

28 . Have you ever had your heartbroken ?
let me see...

29 . What annoys you most in a person ?
a wet blanket and telling lies.

30 . Do you have a crush on anyone ?
nope. =P

31 . Have you ever hone a cocaine ?
nonono. =)

32 . What is the colour of your room ?
white, pure and clean. =P

33 . Would you kill someone you hate for a billion dollar ?
i don't wanna go to jail.

34 . Do you believe in the saying of : Talk is cheap ?
perhaps.

35 . Who was the last person to lie in your bed ?
me, duh.

36 . Who was the last person to hug you ?
bearbear, wahas.

37 . Did anyone see that last person you kissed ?
of course no!

38 . Do you have a life ?
that's a stupid question..

39 . Have you ever think someone died , when they really didnt die ?
i don't wanna mention any names, lols.

40 . What is the reason behind your proflie song ?
it's a nice song, hehs.

41 . Who was the last person you saw in your dream ?
xiang and linlaoshi. =D

42 . Last time you smiled ?
last night?

43 . Have you changed this year ?
i think so.

44 . What are you listening right now ?
nothing, some sounds from the television bah.

45 . Are you talking to someone when you doing this ?
no, i'm concentrating.

46 . Do you walk with your eyes open or closed ?
stupid question. -_-

47 . Is there a quote you live by ?
if there’s a will, there’s a way & stop crying over the spilled milk. =)

48 . Do you want someone you cannot have ?
hmm, i think noone.

49 . Have you ever played an instrument ?
guitar guitar guitar! =D

50 . What was the worst idea you've had in this week ?
hmm... sneakin out of the house at night?

51 . What are you doing last night at 11pm ?
i'm watching television programme!

52 . Are you happy with your love life right now ?
yes, i lovemy family! =D

53 . What song best describe you love life ?
i don't know, hahas.

54 . Does the person know that you like him / her ?
i guess.

55 . Who always make you laugh ?
my friends! =P

56 . Do you speak other language other then English ?
mandrain.

57 . Favourite website(S) ?
youtube, my blog. hahahas.

58 . What's your middle name ?
leeying, LOLS.

59 . What are you doing tomorrow ?
no plan currently.

60 . What do you think you are like ?
i'm irritating and sometimes too straightforward.

61 . Who will you choose to die with ?
i die myself.

62 . Where have you been today ?
i just woke up, so what do you think?

63 . What game do you play often ?
not playing any game recently.

64 . Who are you missing right now ?
my school friends and colleagues. hahahahahs.

65 . If you have to choose between friend & Love , who will you choose ?
of course it will be friends, no boy.f right now. =)

66 . What are you doing right now ?
i'm answering these stupid questions..

67 . Which primary school are you from ?
yu neng pri school.

68 . Name 3 colour that you like .
pink, white, black.

69 . What emotion you like to show ?
happy emotions!

70 . What is your life to you ?
simple yet fruitful.

71 . If you have something troubling you , what will you do ?
i need some counselling then.

72 . Who did you last chat in msn today ?
some friends.

73 . Who do you admire most ?
show luo zhi xiang & jolin tsai yi lin

74 . Which month are you born in ?
februay.

75 . How are you feeling right now ?
what should i be feeling? okay, i feel stupid.

76 . What is the time now ?
10.42am.

77 . What kind of person do you think the one who tagged you is ?
he's a donkey who eats australia imported grass! =D

78 . What colour did you use to dye hair ?
brownish colour.

79 . Why are you doing this test ?
because don tagged me to do~

80 . What do you do when you're moody ?
i just hide myself and keep quiet or go shopping!

81 . At which age you wish to get married ?
hmm.. i don't wanna marry at an early age.

82 . Who is more important to you ?
my family and friends. =)

83 . If today is the last day of your life , what will you do ?
i'll try to contact all my friends and family and talk to them for the last time.

84 . Who is the person you trust the most ?
my friends, i guess.

85 . Do you believe in seeing a rainbow after a rain ?
yes, i saw it before.

86 . If you have a dream come true , what would it be ?
i want to slim down to 40kg. =(

87 . What is your goal for this year ?
i wanna earn alot of money and bring my family out for a feast! =)

88 . Do you believe in eternity love ?
actually, no. =(

89 . What feeling do you love most ?
happy happy.

90 . Do you really think its Global Warming now ?
yeah.

91 . What feeling do you hate most ?
being betrayed or misunderstood?

92 . Do you cherish every single friendship of yours ?
yes, i do.

93 . Do you believe in God ?
no, i'm a taoist.

94 . Who cares for you most ?
friends?

95 . What do you think is the most important in your life ?
my family and friends.

96 . What will you bring when you fight ?
i don't intend to fight.

97 . What have you done regretted doing in your whole life ?
saying the wrong words and not seizing the chances given to me.

98 . What would you feel if no one no longer cares for you ?
i will be feel lonely and left out.

99 . What if your boyf / girlfriend two-timed you ?
i will kill him, LOLS. no la, i'll just break up with him since he can't love me whole-heartedly.

100 . How do you feel now ?
i shouldn't have done this quiz tagged by don. -_-

p/s: it's fading, happily. no matter love or hatred.

10:07 am

hey hey guys!
i'll be going out on thursday, horray!!! =D

do not be so stressed up on the exams alright, take a deep breath before you continue mugging if you think nothing goes into your mind. =)

5:20 pm

i was once a mapler!

found this picture ( my DP ) in my photobucket's album.
can't believe that i was once so addicitive with maplestory in the past,that i neglected my studies ( that was when i'm p6! ) so much and what's in my mind is all MAPLESTORY MAPLESTORY MAPLESTORY! xD

hhahas, fortunately i managed to pull myself out of the "mapler" world. =)

sometimes, i really want to sneak out of the house and go walk walk during weekdays when everybody is working or studying.
i'm really rotting at home every single day! =(
gonna get depression soon, LOLS. >_<

arghh, so bored at home. =(
hey, did you discover something?
i have been empathising how bored i'm at home, everytime i blogs, wahas!
i'm really hoping i will get well soon and get out of the damn house, hehs. xD
yes, i'll recover soon because i got so many "get well soon" wishes from friends. thanks alot, you dearies. =)

p/s: thanks for bringing strawberry yoghurt to my house every day, sweety. =)

12:15 am

update

replies to tags.

yanyi - thanks alot, girl. i will get well soon! =)

sharon - the class is quiet without me?! okay i will fly back as soon as i have recovered. you jiayou too! =P

my lover, hweechieh :] - how can you kick my ass?! later i sick again who's going to play with you, hahahahhaas. =D

my mistress, sheauling - hhahas, i know you all love me very much. xiang will scared people angry with her de meh, always people afraid of her only hehhes. and you will be the prettiest in my eyes too hahahas! =P

P! - thank you very much, i will take alot of care. =)

ant - thanks, uncle ant. see you soon! =D

i love my hubby, because he works hard for his dream.

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I WANNA GO OUT I WANNA GO OUT I WANNA GO OUT.
i have been chanting the same sentence every single day for the past one week.
hey, i know i'm being very long-winded, but it's really very very very boring staying at home and not doing anything USEFUL.
i think i would need at least ~~two~~ one more week to be fully recovered, hopefully sooner.
but luckily, sister is kind enough to lend me her laptop so that i can watch videos on youtube and blog. =D

weicheng called me this morning, he was "begging" me to go genting with him, don, jazz, jiawen, siva etc in november.
i do not have much interest in going GENTING again, because i just went there early this year with renghong & saeyeoh.
but i shall reconsider because he said that jiawen cant go if i'm not going.
she will be the only girl going, you see.
i shall see how it goes. =)

last night, jessie gave me a surprise call.
we chatted for a while and she told me the dos and not-dos so that i will not leave scars. =)
she also announced a news which caught me stricken.

i have never know that life could be so fragile.
you may be chatting with that particular person few months back, but now she's gone, forever.
and you will never see that person, again.

i was really sad, but i did not tear.
just kind of disappointed because i did not have the chance to really talk to her.
really feel bad that i could not make it to her wake today ( due to chicken pox ) and see her for the last time, but all i could do is to pray that she will rest in peace.
what should i say..

i will never forget you. loves.

3:53 pm

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