happy pills.

SHOULD I?

i asked my mother whether i can get a guitar with my own money the other day.
well, had a lecture as a reply.
she thinks its a waste of money to learn / buy instruments, nah.
anyway, i know in the first place no matter what her reply comes out to be, i'll still buy it.
i earn my money and i have all rights to spend it on my own stuffs.
i shall liu liang with my guitar on the streets, if she chases me out of the house. ;O

work was alright, did initiator, YIPEE!
had luck draws today, anthony helped me draw, and got a muti-purpose cooker.
THANK YOU VERY MUCH. x)

got my Agnes.B wallet ( cotton pink! ) from shuting today, damn nice.
i super love the colour, sweeeet!
thanks for collecting on my behalf. :D

p/s: i think anthony & shuting is a perfect match! :P

6:53 pm

HAPPY MOOMOO YEAR '09!

p/s: should i risk my life of being scolded by my mum to buy a guitar? :O

12:22 am

It Died...

sorry, guys. my phone has officially died on me today.
i don't know what happened to my poor phone. ( or poor me? since i can't call / sms now )
please leave me an offline message in msn, but its only when you've anything urgent.
not when you want to tell me what you had for breakfast. :)

mr ho talked to me outside the class today, after his lesson.
he said he has noticed that my work is not up to standard lately, though my tests are okay.
and he wants to know what happened to me. -_-"
this makes me so depressed, i feel as if i have let him down.

huimin also told me she has noticed that i have not been as hardworking as last year.
and she thinks its because of jolene. o.O"
usually, i would be studying or doing homeworks at the time when she calls me at night.
but recently, not? perhaps lesser time is spent on schoolwork. :X
work harder, be brainer, leeying.

today's CNY celebration, no early school dismissal though. :(
the performance was average, but i think last year's better. :D
anyway, dearest JENNY TEO & ANG CHIEH CHIEH HAVE WON THE DAMAI SUPERSTAR'S CHAMPION!
one is my parthner, one is my long-time best friend.
and they did relatively well on the stage, feel so happy for them. :)
congratulations, man!! :D

ANYWAY, some recent photos. :)

1:01 am

stressed up? take some fun quizzes to lighten a little! :)

Love Test!

1. The road represents your attitude towards falling in love.

You chose the long road. You take your time and do not fall in love easily.

2. The number of red roses represents how much you give in a relationship, while the number of white represents what you expect in return.

You give 100% and expect 0% in return.

3. This question represents your attitude towards handling relationship problems.

You like to get the person yourself. You are a more direct person and like to work out problems immediately.

4. The placement of the roses determines how much you like seeing your boy/girlfriend.

You place the roses on the bed. You like to see him/her a lot.

5. This represents your attitude towards his/her personality.

You prefer the person to be asleep, you love the person the way he/she is.

6. The road to home tells how long you stay in love with someone.

You chose the short road. You fall out of love easily.

How Happy Are You Quiz!

Your score of 60% qualifies you as a happy person.

The happy person likes to do useful, productive work, to use his abilities fully.
He enjoys helping people, but is not self-sacrificing.
At night, sleep researchers have found, he has little trouble falling asleep.
He tends to be self-sufficient and can enjoy both solitude and company but is dependent on neither.
Generally, he's orderly and punctual.

Though tolerant of people's minor flaws, the happy person dislikes cruelty and destructiveness.
He is healthy, has no hang-ups about prosperity, and refuses to participate in other people's negative emotions - or cling to his own.

When choosing a mate, he will pick a congenial, compatible, figure rather than someone romantic and glamorous.
Like many busy, absorbed people, he feels days pass quickly, though in large units - weeks, months, years- time may seem endless.
Finally, the happy person has a sense of progress, improvement, of getting somewhere.

Love Outlook Quiz!

1. This animal represents the personality of the person you would be attracted to in real life situation.

You chose Rabbit - In a real life situation you would be attracted to a person who is cold as ice on the outside, but warm inside.

2. This animal represents the impression that you would like to give to your partner.

You chose Horse - You like others to see you as optimistic.

3. This animal represents the behavior that would cause you to break up with your partner.

You chose Crocodile - Your partner's ruthlessness would cause you to break up.

4. This animal represents the kind of relationship that you would like to build with your partner.

You chose Sheep - You want a relationship where both know what the other person is thinking without saying a word.

5. This animal shows whether you are capable of committing adultery.

You chose Human - You'll probably not be untrue.

6. This animal represents your views about marriage.

You chose Dinosaur - You are quite pessimistic and you don't think happy marriages exist anymore nowadays.

7. This animal represents your views about love at this present moment.

You chose Lion - You always thirst for love, you can do anything for it, but you won't fall for it easily.

10:56 pm

A Dream.

today, a creature on earth said something, which sort of moltivates me.
its not about you have the chance or time to do a certain thing or not, what really matters is that, do you really have the passion in it?
always thinking that there's tomorrow is useless, because you never know what will happen tomorrow.
if your answer is yes, do not hesitate. start doing it right at this moment! :)

okay, i shall begin to study about how japan invaded the countries in asia- pacific region, in 1930s & 1940s, now. :D

7:18 pm

What's With The Hormones?

i really dislike school. :(
almost every day, i would be wondering how will my future be like.
clubbing / partying with friends till morning every week or working like those boring office ladies out there?

i would also be pondering at times, do i really have an important place in any creature's heart?
like, is there any person who truly cares about how am i doing lately,
glad that he / she has met me in his / her life,
or even bother to wish me a HAPPY BIRTHDAY on my big day,

i would question myself this, "am i someone who's 'no difference if she's here or not" type' to friends?" "am i in any way significance to my family or friends?" how sad is that, hahs!
fine, i know i'm thinking so negatively.
however.. i'm lacking of insecurity..

time to study for tomorrow's test.
chia you, chia you, chia you. :)

8:18 pm

WHEN LOVE STRIKES.

Scenario A

A: Can i have one large fries?
B: Okay.
A: Thank you.

Scenario B

A: zharbo, one large fries.
C: You sucker, take yourself. i don't want to help you, lalala!
A: WALAO, ARE WE FRIENDS?!

( credits by TANSHUTING )

i prefer the latter. :)

i have a feeling that i'll flunk today's Biology skill 3 test!
i simply added any chemicals which were provided into the test tubes and hoped to see some changes in solutions.
did not study for this practical at all , gone case!
okayokay, no point crying over the spilled milk. :)

upcoming History, S.S, A-Maths tests next weeks.
first written tests in '09.
JIAYOU. :D

I walk to the left and I walk to the right..
and I walk.. and I walk..
and I walk all night..
searching for the right shoe...

8:16 pm

This Week's Happenings.