15 May 2008

i have let myself down. =(



gotten back some of the papers.

EL P2 - 25/50
HCL - 67/100
AMATHS - 53/100
PHYSICS - 38.5/60
CHEM - 47.5/60
HIST - 22/50



its so damn disappointing, especially a-maths & history.
i feel that i have let mr ho down, totally.
i'm so sorry, mr ho. =(



how many time have i prayed before MYE, hoping that i won't make any careless mistakes..
but see, how many stupid careless mistakes have i stupidly made?!
i made careless mistake in the very first question of amaths paper, and this costs me 5 marks!



and yes, you are right.
this is only the 1ST QUESTION.
5 marks gone.




after looking through the 1st half of the paper, i did not want to continue.
i already lost nearly 10 marks due to my carelessness.
if only, if only, i wrote faster, think faster.
perhaps perhaps i will have time to check my answers and spot the mistakes.




53, looking at this mark makes me wanna go jump down the building.
17 storeys should be high enough to make one die.
can i like redo the paper?! @&!#$*#





and history, oh my!
to think that i will fail this paper, i wrote alot!
no doubts to my crapping skills. =X





LET'S PUT THEM ASIDE.
i'm just trying to escape from reality, trust me. ^_^
let's think of something fun so that i won't be so depressed.

hmm, during the june holidays:

+ work like some lunatics
+ bugis with huimin
+ jurong with jolene
+ shopping with chieh
+ 3e2 class chalet
+ malaysia with saeyeoh
+ crew outing (JB?)
etc etc. =D




thinking of these events brighten up my days. =)
hmm, i should be more optimistic alright! xD
SHOOOOOOOOOOOO, STUDIES.




i shall enjoy my life to the fullest during this holiday
in preparation for the sufferings we will be facing in term 3.
STUDY HOUR STUDY HOUR STUDY HOUR.
it's a real nightmare.. T_T