3 July 2008



A BEAUTIFUL DAY BEGINS.







chin yeh & shi hui.



when one gets too tired.. (who took this?)



hardworking jolene?



noisy group! xD







on the way home, i was sitting on the bus, daydreaming.
i thought of alot of stuffs.
things ran through my mind.



i'm so tired this week, sleeping in the class almost everyday (only for some lessons!)
i could not force my eyes open.
and i always wish i have sleep early, the night before.
which i often did not.



next thursday's chinese o-lvls oral exam.
it's kind of crazy?!
i have not taken chinese oral for like 3 years and now they want me to take the o lvls.
can i even score a B3, i doubt so.



sometimes, i wonders what will i be doing in the future.
where will i go, after gradutating from secondary school.
JC or polytechic?
hmm, hopefully i could go into a junior college and finally, study in an university.
high expectations, i suppose?



i want my parents to be proud of me, PROUD OF ME.
i want to bring glory to them, and make them happy.
but a part of me really despises study, what to do?
i cannot imagine 10 years later, i'm still studying.
that will be a terrible nightmare.



at times, i do envy people who are in normal techs.
okay, i don't mean anything here.
it's just that, I ENVYS THEM.
it seems like the stres NTs receive is much lesser than us.
sometimes i do hope i'm in NT?



i don't know why, when there's too much things taught in a day, my brain could go hay-wired.
i could not absorb all the knowledge taught by teachers.
but if i didn't learn a single thing, i will feel like.. i'm so useless, i didn't learn anything today!



i do wonders what will i be doing in the future, like 10 years later.
i can't be a teacher, i'm not wise anough.
i can't be a lawyer, i'm not a good speaker.
i can't be a counsellor, i'm impatient.
i can't be an air stewardess, i'm not tall enough.
i can't be a designer, i'm not creative.

what else?


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