happy pills.

Updated Update

baba's going to catch a movie.
I CAN'T GO I DON'T WANT TO GO I WON'T GO.
i feel that baba's a little concerned about my studies now, after my 15 years living on this earth. *overwhelmed with joys*

yesterday

*comes back home, looking exhausted*

baba: so late then end work?
leeying: ya, chatted with friends after work.
baba: don't work so much, studies are more important. work is just for fun only.
leeying: *nods* okay. *grins and went to shower*

p/s: leeying is a parental attention seeker.

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Update

i swear by my name that i will never ever _________ again.

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Within Me.

i feel like i'm starting to dislike so many things, and i hate this feeling.
FORGIVE AND FORGET, i'm trying to.
i think i hate myself. =(

the class got back a-maths, e-maths and biology test papers today.
hmm, the results were not satisfying.

a-maths - 18/20
e-maths - 17/25
biology - 28.5/40

i was like damn disappointed, especially with the a-maths test.
JUST BECAUSE of one little misconception, i lost 2 marks.
there goes my full marks for a-maths test, AGAIN! *bangs my head on the wall three times*

mr ho was very angry with the class for our poor performance in this test.
we can't even get basic concepts right.
he's right, if we don't even have the foundation,
next year will be a very tough year for us.
i seriously need to buck up, and PULL MY SOCKS HIGH UP. ( my mistake was one of his examples shown on board! )

e-maths was ~~equally bad~~ slightly better than a-maths though i scored badly for this test too, as i knew i had no idea how to do the last question.
KNOW I CAN'T AND I DON'T KNOW HOW TO.
at least, i can learn from my mistakes and try not to repeat those mistakes again.
never think that it's alright because you were careless and not don't know how to do the questions.
carelessness is never forgivable!
trying not to be careless during tests is much difficult as compared to learn from your mistakes in the previous tests. T_T

i have mentally prepared myself for biology test paper so i don't expect to get a very high score for the test.
i never did well for biology so that's nothing special.
and since i did not really study for that biology test, hmmmm..

i'm not going to work, during the upcoming september holidays. *happy happy*
it's going to be a mugging week for me, since there's no work to make me extremely exhausted.
i don't think i will want to mug at the last minute like i always do.
it's not PRIMARY SCHOOL's exams, it's not PSLE, it is SECONDARY 3's EOY. not as simple as you think. *winks*

BYE, naggy ying's gone!

p/s: xueren's voice is sexy today! *envious*

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