happy pills.

yet another emotional post.

stay strong & learn to let go;

there'll be no more jolene to greet "GOOD MORNING, TEYLEEYING" every morning.

there'll be no more jolene to "TEYLEEYING, did i tell you that.... ..." every day.

there'll be no more jolene to crap with me while waiting for bus 59 every HMT day.

there'll be no more jolene's TEYLEEYING TEYLEEYING TEYLEEYING callings anymore.

there'll be no more jolene to sing "dear god, the only one i'm... ..." anymore

there'll be no more jolene to hug me and say, "its ok, your darling is here for you" anymore.

there'll be no more jolene to warn me to have awareness of danger cos' i'm so insensitive.

there'll be no more jolene to help me fold my umbrella cos' i'm such an idiot.

there'll be no more jolene to help me carry my bag when i'm sick.

there'll be no more jolene to send sweet little messages when i'm feeling down.

there'll be no more jolene to wait for me when i oversleep.

there'll be no more jolene to supply me with lots of tissue paper when i cry.

no more no more, until 2 or 3 years later.
and i hope we'll still keep in touch, loves.

11:15 pm

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