19 January 2009

i really dislike school. :(
almost every day, i would be wondering how will my future be like.
clubbing / partying with friends till morning every week or working like those boring office ladies out there?



i would also be pondering at times, do i really have an important place in any creature's heart?
like, is there any person who truly cares about how am i doing lately,
glad that he / she has met me in his / her life,
or even bother to wish me a HAPPY BIRTHDAY on my big day,



i would question myself this, "am i someone who's 'no difference if she's here or not" type' to friends?" "am i in any way significance to my family or friends?" how sad is that, hahs!
fine, i know i'm thinking so negatively.
however.. i'm lacking of insecurity..



time to study for tomorrow's test.
chia you, chia you, chia you. :)